nearly cried just now when im in the bus. after i part with tricia, suddenly i feel so lonely. im always alone, but i dont really feel lonely. but it just happened just now. and i think sean offered to drive me home after he drove tricia home. i rejected. dont want them to see me in the pathetic state. and i think even if i want to, he still cant make it.
i think i just feel stressed as usual. not regarding school work (doesnt mean i dont care about that) but something else. something which im always concerned about. and once again i am having doubts. its bad. really.
listened to my favourite old school song. That's Why (You Go Away) - Michael Learns to Rock. the first time i hear the song was during primary school time. and up till now i still think its very nice.