sigh .
got this urge to blog my feelings down. and vent everything here. but i just dont know how to put them in words. feeling very lousy these few days and i seriously dont know this kind of feelings. well. i guess no one likes it.
i need someone who can understand how i felt. i have so much things to tell be it xiongwei weiwen or bingchao. but i just cant. it's just not meant to be told you see. sigh. i felt so lousy.
i had so much regrets in life. not one not two but alot more than you can ever think of. my life dont suit me. i dont like the life im having now. having to think so much which are aways rubbish and in the end its not something you even need to think of. this is me. and i dont like it.
okie. enought of rubbish. today basically spend my day time in weiwen house with xiongwei. and we played gunbound together in one house. its something that we havent played for a long time and had a good laughed while playing.
then night time went downstairs to study. went home awhile to open the door for my mum. she left the keys inside. bought dinner for me and weiwen and drinks for everything. then nicolette and benjamin(SRJC) came to find us.
they went to relieved themselves while me and nicolette chat for awhile. had a great chat with her lah. though she keep ask me dont think too much. if it is that easy, i wouldnt have so much problems. sigh.
why am i those type of people who will think so much? i just want to lead a simple life. a life that is so carefree and relax. impossible i guess. i just need to find someone who i can talk to. at least tell them what i can. i need to find someone who can share my burden! its really heavy having to carry them all alone.
suddenly felt that there's no one there for me when i need a shoulder to lean on. everyone is so busy and im like so slack. sigh. ijustcantforget.ijustcant.please,ineedtomoveonandjustgetoutofmylife.
have a good night rest clique!
kangjie.
78th episode.
P.S I LOVE YOU
1:53 AM
library .
currently at ang mo kio library chilling! haha. ACTUALLY wanna do my projects de. but but but. i never bring those stuffs! i left it at home while TRYING to do some yesterday! damn it! and im left with nothing to do now.
bought coffee and smoothie and chilled at the cafe galilee. drinks okie okie only lah. quite expensive. haha. unlike starbucks. drinks are expensive but they are nice to drink! haha.
so today is basically wasting my time off in the library! quite alot of people at the cafe and chattering away. its a cafe! not a library!
im definitely gonna do my projects later! i dont think theres time liao. i cant wait for jiasheng to be back on tuesday! and he also promise me that he will do his best to complete when he is back! hohoho. my saviour! haha and im also his.
im gonna find something to do liao! ciao! second post of the day. hohoho.
study ah clique!
kangjie.
77th episode.
P.S I LOVE YOU
2:31 PM
tired .
gosh. im mentally tired! slept after 4 plus in the morning for the past two days and its already 2am and im still blogging. sigh. did nothing and im tired and i seriously dont feel like sleeping. damn! its always like this when its holidays! i dont like it! rah!
today did nothing. nothing useful i guess. woke up at 12pm. went to weiwen house. then went to jiasheng house to collect my project materials. he went KL but i told him to leave his stuffs outside lah. then went to rivervale plaza to have lunch. bought lunch for bingchao. then played com awhile before proceeding to AMK with weiwen and weixiong.
bought something and return to weiwen house. played awhile then xiongwei came. ate dinner and back home. and i cant connect internet in my laptop! damn! using my house modem. damn sians lor. still thought of using it on bed. poof!
and i finally found someone who wants to watch fantastic 4 liao! hohoho! NEO XIONGWEI! you can run, but you cant hide. ciao!
goodnights clique!
kangjie.
76th episode.
P.S I LOVE YOU
2:01 AM
tired .
just got home from xiongwei house. went to his house to do some stuffs. im damn tired today lah. slept at 5.30am last night and woke up at 2plus3pm. haha. i know i slept for very long lah but im still tired okie! haha.
went to weiwen house and go lunch with him and weixiong. then bought something for xiongwei to eat. he came weiwen house to do some work but end up playing lor. haha. then night time bingchao came over. we went to hougang point to eat again. xiongwei studied at the void deck.
ate mac and bought mac for xiongwei to eat again. haha. then me and bingchao went up to weiwen house to print something. haha. then to xiongwei house! haha. too tired so cab home. haha.
tmr going to sengkang to collect something from jiasheng's flat. hope i can find it lah. haha. okie. thats all folks. haha. ciao.
sleep tight clique!
kangjie.
75th episode.
P.S I LOVE YOU
3:17 AM
shagged .
today is the sentosa trip for 1B11. let me tell you. im totally shagged! woke up 8am this morning to wake weixiong up cause we are meeting to go clinic together. but we met at around 9plus i think. then visit the doctor. then he came my house to do the APEL thing lor. its like so lame lah. haha. then i went to harbourfront to meet jiasheng and ben while he went home.
they took train from tm. but they board the same train as i do. from dhoby. went harbourfront then went to take the monorail to sentosa. walked to meet our class. quite a number of them never attend lah. then went to the water to find jul and karshing. then went up again just to sit and chilled!
then walked to the other island with the others through the bridge. i didn't swim. heh heh. cam whore there. but i think alot of photos turn out ugly. went up to the tower! views there is okie lah. cause not very tall also ma. haha.
went back to where we put our things. then played captain's ball. let me tell you. i should suggest to poly that there should be PE lessons for those who did not join any CCAs. cause i just ran for awhile only and i was panting like hell liao. thought my asthma would come. but heng lah. so never. haha.
then ask cleo and suet to accompany me to the toilet. cause i need to shower and i need someone to look after my slippers. haha. thanks lah girls. i know its awkward for you to stand outside the boys toilet. haha.
then cab down to meet weiwen bingchao and weixiong. ate at mac. then slack awhile first before proceeding to compass. bingchao wanted to cut hair. went to cut at okinawa. turn out to be not bad. i always thought that they couldnt cut well de. but after looking at bingchao's hair. i think its not bad. haha.
then weiwen and weixiong came my house. to do some installing things lah. but turns out to be something is wrong! gosh. and i think my dad likes to torture my friends lei. im sorry lah. i help him apologised to you guys. now the victim is bingchao and weiwen. so. who's next? LOL. thats all for today bah. tmr dont know will do what. ship to bridge head will naturally be straight. =X ciao!
sleep well clique!
kangjie.
74th episode.
P.S I LOVE YOU
11:14 PM
hohoho .
heh heh. first time blogging in bed. haha. seems very fun. to some of you, you might already tried that thousands time. haha. so fun~
today went school with nothing came out. i cant take the cert as the person in charge is not around. and i can only collect it during office hours! school lei. siao one. hahaha. then lan lan walk to bingchao house lor. he still sleeping lah. but luckily i called once and he answered the phone liao. haha.
slack at his house. psycho him not to sleep liao. haha. so he just lie on his bed smelling his blanket! haha. then i jiu use my laptop lor. he ask me bring over de. haha. he wake up to help me do the connection thing.
then meet weiwen at 266 coffeeshop to eat our brunch. then went back to his house again. haha. weiwen fall asleep shortly while me and bingchao watch the horror movie we rented. not very nice lah. cause its like another version of final destination de. haha. something like that de lah. haha.
then finish liao have to wait for bingchao to finish thinking where he wants to go. cause he got class outing. then he like ai mai ai mai. haha. wait for damn long lor. haha. in the end he also decide to go lor. haha. east coast. but we ate at cp de kfc first before he left. went to weiwen house to slack for awhile first then proceed home liao! haha.
so long since i reach home so early. haha. my mum is surprised! haha. showed her how to use the chinese typing for my laptop. haha. then played the "deal or no deal" game with my mum. we like take so little money lah. haha.
okie lah. i going to end this liao le. haha. ciao!
goodnights clique!
kangjie.
72nd episode.
P.S I LOVE YOU
1:40 AM
yay!
hohoho. first post using my own laptop. hahaha. in the past i was using bingchao laptop to post. but its different now. hahaha.
like i said yesterday, today is a busy day. everything went almost the same like what i have plan except a little time management and time wastage of having to wait so long for someone. WASTE TIME! hahaha.
tomorrow going to north vista to take my cert. didnt manage to get it today cause i was very lazy. then going to find bingchao after i take my cert. cause got no where to go ma. then going to take my laptop over. hahaha.
after that dont know what to do liao. so tmr zai plan bah. ciao!
sleep more clique!
kangjie.
71st episode.
P.S I LOVE YOU
1:13 AM
busy .
im gonna be busy tomorrow! but it's only in the morning. hahaha. meeting weiwen in the morning around 9am back to north vista to take my cert. all of them taken already except me. hahaha.
then we going down to TP to collect my laptop. as well as letting him tour around my school! hahaha. and i need him to help me find the swimming pool! hahaha. studied for weeks liao and i still dont know where is it. hahaha.
weixiong will come and meet us after his exams. then he also need collect laptop! should be lunching at TP also. need to choose canteens lei! mensa biz park or ITAS! hahaha.
then home i think. to charge the laptop! OH! tmr is busy the whole day. haha. just remembered that we are accompanying bingchao to funan the IT mall. hahaha. to repair the laptop. tsk tsk.
night time should be out with laptop. weiwen and bingchao have to do proposal for their ATC! then after that maybe supper? hahaha. i also not sure! hahaha.
exams are over already. and i SERIOUSLY dont think i can do well. out of 4 papers maybe i can only pass one or two! but never mind! i will work hard for next semester de tests! ciao!
goodnights clique!
kangjie.
70th episode!
P.S I LOVE YOU
11:17 PM
operation .
microecons test today. its not considered as difficult but i had one careless mistake which cost me 6 marks already. damn! one hour paper with 10mins scratching my head!
then after test went to meet weixiong to go SNEC to visit bingchao. he had a surgery/operation. when we reach there its already over. then he went to sleep while me and weixiong go to kopitiam and eat. then we sit around to read newspaper until weiwen xiongwei kimwee came.
when they came, xiongwei slept on the floor below bingchao then me weiwen kimwee weixiong went to kopitiam again to have dessert. then went back to find them again. hahaha. go to the drink vending machine and play. hahaha.
after while bingchao was asked to be in another room for check up i think. the doctor is very unfriendly can! irritated by him. then off we go! cause bingchao cant go anywhere ma. he has a damn red and swollen eye. so he went to take cab with his mum!
then me kimwee weiwen xiongwei weixiong went to take train! actually wanna go home de. but in the end me xiongwei weiwen weixiong went to eat. then off i go! going to study POM later. damn lor. i dont understand a damn thing for POM! im sure to be dead tmr! ciao!
goodnight clique! and rest well bingchao!
kangjie.
69th episode.
P.S I LOVE YOU
9:50 PM
random .
yesterday is vesak day. went swimming with xiongwei in the morning then lunch with weiwen and leongcheng. then after that go weiwen house to slack. took a short nap while he and xiongwei enjoy those youtube video clips. rockers and football i think.
today went to school at 11am. actually school starts at 9am. but i dont want to go so early so i went there at 11am. meaning i skip accounting lecture. and today after school got POM make up lecture. i also never go. next week de mid semt test i sure die de. hahaha.
after school went to NYP to meet bingchao to get back the DVD i lent to him. twins mission. haha. go there just to take dvd from him. wei da bah. hahaa. then he's off to home to pack then off for camp with weiwen. NP camp. hahaha. luckily only today and tmr if not i sure bored to death de. haha.
i think tmr will be meeting them bah. hahhaa. so see ya. ohya! cheng kimwee has been updating everyday! gosh. i cant catch up with him liao lah. hahaha. he already got 100plus posts liao lei. i still havent reach 70 lei. hahah. jiayou jia you! ciaos!
take care clique!
kangjie.
68th episode.
P.S I LOVE YOU
10:24 PM