today is a super hot day. though it rain damn heavily when i was sleeping. and by the time i woke up, the sun was already shining brightly. what a bad start for me. i enjoy being in the rain. got such a disappointment first thing i woke up. sians.
then needless to say. the second disappointment is during boh's class. unclear instruction given to us and he expects us to do his work. i mean, we can do work. we've proven that we can. but what we need is clear instruction. his is not even instructions. rubbish. damn.
so is there anymore disappointments after that? i seriously dont know. maybe there is? maybe there isnt. i dont even know how i feel for the rest of the day. but i do know that humans are greedy. once they got something, they always want more. there isnt even a reason for us to want that "more". but we just want it. well, that's human isnt it?
and now i think i got the addiction of being silent during my bus trip home. i didnt do anything. just stare blankly. stone. listen. no one upset me. i think no one did. yep, i think. lol.
and when i tried doing my tutorial just now. i feel the sudden huge amount of stress gushing inside me. its just tutorial i know. thats when i think im really useless. i cant even complete a simple task. and yes, you got it right. i left the whole thing blank. yeah useless teokangjie is signing off now.