KANGJIE

Friday, April 10, 2009

swing .

okay people i think this will be an unhappy post. so if you dont like unhappy post you can leave now.

today is the day when my mum and 2nd sister went to malaysia. suddenly i felt that the burdens of house chores are all on me. of course im not unhappy that i got to do house chores. but somehow they forgotten that in this house of mine, there's still my dad and eldest sister.

and there's my dog. he doesnt like to sleep with me and my dad. so apparently he only sleep with my sisters or mum. and great. my eldest sister is being so helpful by not coming home. so who will suffer? everyone. my dog cant sleep. he's waiting for someone to come home and now he's by the door side. if he doesnt want to sleep with me and my dad. he will make alot of noise.

i know i shouldnt whine. but somehow my mood just dampen when i stepped home just now. i dont feel like coming back home at all. seany is now happily at ham's place dont know doing what and here i am at home doing nothing at all.

i was alone at home until 11plus. suddenly there's this strange feeling that made me very scared. but who can i find? no one.

tomorrow should be a stay home day again. supposed to meet jenny but due to some stuffs its cancelled. but i dont suppose i can go out also. got to do laundry, vacuum and mop the floor tomorrow. how i wish i can off my phone like what my eldest sis did (or she would claim that her phone no batt blah blah blah) and go out like no one's business.

i stopped work just to gain this kind of mood swing. not very worth it huh? imagine if im still working for the next 2 days. when i got home at around 10plus i still got to tidy and clean to house? though i live at a hdb and my house is so god damn small. its still not easy to clean a house.

somebody cheer me up please. oh wait. i think that wont do. cause i just realised something. friends can never be there for me when i needed them the most. dont ask me why. cause you will never get the answer.

so what i will do now is to let out a big sigh.

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

P.S happy birthday julina. sorry got to say happy birthday on such a unhappy post.

P.S.S after re-reading this post i just realised it doesnt really show that im unhappy at all. what a failure mr kenji.

11:59 PM