work was fine, minus the part that i've been asked to sit at the guard's office at takashimaya. i guess this is the shitty thing for work today. there's something bound to happen everytime i work. why? im not sure too.
anyway, work really let me put away my personal emotions aside for the time being. just for that few hours. when there are nothing for me to do, here it goes again. it reminds me of how miserable i should be now. oh well, just keep myself busy and i guess everything will be fine.
suet drop by to see me today. how sweet of her. bought me a lollipop hoping that it can brighten up my day. i guess she did? its been very long since i last seen her. weixiong kimwee and bingchao came too.
wanted to find rachel after my work but she told me she's not working. so plan change. went up to coffee club to find julina instead. had a little chat with her. we should be meeting up again soon bah. be it just for a few hours of dinner.
took a bus back. and yes. my pathetic life came back right to me. think alot alot alot alot alot alot of things. and i also know that i already fucked up my life. and if ever this is gonna settle down, i know it wouldnt be the same anymore. i just know it. and yes. thats how fucked up my life is right now!
i always know that i should expect things to go the way i want. but now it is now fucking going the opposite way i want. i didnt expect much. i guess i just want a simple life with my buddies surround me? its not too much isnt it? life is just so unfair to me. in fact, i think life is unfair to everyone. just that its harder on me.
oh well. always think of the bright side of life. if thats what i taught you, i should be the role model isnt it? goodbye folks, or whoever is here in my blog. im off to watch Heroes Season 3 now!