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Monday, September 22, 2008
shitty .




thats how i felt today and a few days ago.

sad,
shitty.

i cant sleep at night.
ALOT of stuffs pass through my mind.
having ALOT of regrets.

felt that i had a fucked up life when im in the bus.
felt that everything is so different anymore.

then i had no feelings.
no feelings about my thoughts.
no feelings about anything.
totally no feelings.

spend around 2hours chatting with her near her house yesterday.
talked ALOT.
think ALOT.
didnt want to leave but i still had to.

did childish act when im on my way home.
got rather pissed.
im just being weird/childish/ridiculous.
so sorry for the one who kena.
im just not being myself.

i seriously think that im a total jerk.
especially after what just happened.

ignorance is bliss.
thats what you told me.

i guess you are right.
i should just be ignorant.
rather than having more regrets adding in to the mountain of regrets i already had.
but what's done cannot be undone.
i can only apologise now.
im sorry.
and i truly am.

im preparing for the worst to happen now.
its just the matter of time for this to happen.
i just hope you can be the one who do it.

i will be working very hard tomorrow,
work can let me forget my sorrows,
let me forget how miserable i am,
let me forget that how stubborn i am,
clinging on to the past and not willing to give up.

everything will be just fine.
having positive thought is what i taught you.
i should be having them too.

thats all for my ranting.
goodnights to all!

kangjie.
175th episode.


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