KANGJIE

Thursday, September 25, 2008

day4 .

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

today was morning shift. was fucking tired when i reach and was pissed when desmond was late. im not pissed when someone is late. im pissed when that someone ask me to be early and he himself late. one kind of manager huh?

its actually been a week since i've worked morning shift. the last time i worked morning shift is after i went for a morning swim. i actually had to ps him and drag myself to work. that day was............... shag.

work was fine today. especially the part when i didnt even have the time to catch my own breath. not alot of people. i suppose its lack of manpower? and keeping myself busy is also what i want. i wont complain about how busy i am in timberland. i hope for this. and i want it!

and its really amazing how a stranger, a customer, being so nice and polite to you and all of a sudden your day brighten up! it happen to me today. and its because of work, i can let my mind relax from thinking that much for 8/9 hours.

its my off day tomorrow. desmond asked me to work. i wanted to agree at first. but we might be having dinner tomorrow night. but if there isnt one, i will be rotting at home and bring back my pathetic life. pray that i wont drown in my own tears.

i keep on refreshing my tagboard hoping to get some replies. its quite disappointing though. but who can i blame? who will come to my blog and receive negative energy from me?

there's actually a period of time where i think my life is great. that should be somewhere at the mid august. but i guess good things doesnt last long. oh great. so much for talking about how my life is good and then a suddenly drop of boulder down my heart. sinking. do you ever had those kind of feelings? your heart is feeling sour-ish. oh damn. thats a kind of feeling i dont know how to describe.

i guess thats it for today's story? yup. goodnights to all. and study hard for those who is taking o levels in less than 2months.

kangjie.
177th episode.

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