KANGJIE

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

swing .

okie. as benzer had already counted for me, i havent been blogging for the last 10 days!
damn lazy and dont have the urge to blog.

anyway. this week wasnt that fun.
but did lots of talking in school.

well, the most interesting thing would be the long night chat with weiwen last sunday bah.
and both of us skipped school due to we are both tired.
real tired.

so today.
went to school today and had my jap presentation.
screwed up i guess.

macro sucks.
i dont understand at all!
im done for for mid sem test.

homed after a short project discussion with jiasheng.
bus 72 had a case of molestion.
so the bus stop for around 30mins so as to keep the guy in bus.
but in the end he managed to get off and some people chase after him.

reach compass at around 7pm.
met yanying xiongwei kimwee and kemund.
bought a cake then off to somerset.

settled down at sakura then bingchao weiwen xiongwei came.
after that weixiong and his friends, waiseng and chris came.
weixiong was shocked to see us there.
hope he's happy with today's arrangement.

train to sengkang then to skcc.
chatted for awhile while the guys prepare the schedule for NP this week.
then home-d.

anyway, i've regretted alot of things.
having lot of thoughts since i've been in skcc.

well, if i've join NP in the first place, maybe things wont be as bad.

if i've studied in innova, maybe things wont be as bad.

if i've studied in SRJC, maybe things wont be as bad.

if i've studied in NYP, maybe things wont be as bad.

lots of IFs past through my mind.
lots of if-i've-known past through my mind.

NP is so much fun from what they say.
being able to plan things, teach junior skills, playing games, attending camps, songs and cheers, 'suan' people etc etc.

from so much that i've regretted, 'you' are no exception.
regretted that i've been treating you so cold.
regretted that i havent been talking to you much.

i've been treating you so cold in my conversation that you cant even sense that im feeling down anymore.
unlike the past, you will always know when im feeling down and upset.

been ranting alot.
guess its just mood swing.
tmr will be fine.

is it a sissy if a guy cry over small things?
drop tears or even weap?
well, i do.
sigh.

last but not least, campcraft trainings have already started.
will have alot of trainings i guess.
NP guys will be returning to my alma mater more often.

it will be hard for us to meet up, even for dinner.
though we will be meeting at sunday to attend mrs yap wedding dinner.

it will be weird lah.
especially not meeting bingchao and weiwen.
habit habit!
guys, include weiwen, bingchao, kimwee, yanying, xiongwei and clique, plus benzer and poly clique,
if you ever read this,
be sure to ask me out for dinner okie!
and remember to take care NP guys!
ciao people!

take care of your health during training guys!
132nd episode.
kangjie.

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