KANGJIE

boring .

2009-09-03T14:00:00.000+08:00

today is a boring day! super sians too. dont know whether i should go over ham's house or not. dont know if tonight still on or not. have to wait for xiongwei.

back .

2009-08-03T15:05:00.000+08:00

hi im back and i wonder how many people still visit this site. anyway its not important. i feel like ranting but got no one. maybe i'll just post in my wordpress and lock it. okay good idea. byebye.

new .

2009-07-21T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hello people! i've moved! so please go visit okay? hehehe. bye.

BLOG LINK! (Click HERE)

exactly .

2009-07-21T01:39:00.003+08:00

THIS IS WHAT IM FEELING RIGHT NOW!
dont know you guys can read or not.

and no, im not going to private this blog. just leave it here bah.

lies .

2009-07-20T03:05:00.002+08:00

yes, im trying to relate. i wanted to. but i guess i shall pull that idea off.

just got back from a jog. wanted to release some stress i had. its not really true that jogging can help you release stress. i came back from my jog, and i still feel like shit. but who cares? i also made my first official post on my wordpress.

My Wordpress Link

like i have mentioned in my previous post. i will be using wordpress. and will go on private for this blog. so my pathetic number of readers, read it while you can before i go adjust the settings bah.

im really tired already. Emotionally, Mentally, and now Physically. i will try to turned to what bobby is best at.

afterall, i still feel unwanted. sigh.

nobody .

2009-07-18T23:59:00.001+08:00

i think this song definitely suits me somehow. lol. nobody, although a little no link with what im feeling. but its just the title bah. lol. so maybe if i can change the lyrics a little maybe that will help bah. hehe.

i am nobody nobody to you,
i am nobody nobody to you.

lol. okay anyway. woke up late today for project. supposed to reach at 12plus1. but i woke up at around 1215. lol. so went to shower and then cook one packet of the inbumie, mee goreng. ONE packet is like DAMN little to me. normally i ate two packets for that and its like just nice only. :( so i went there feeling quite hungry so i bought two bread. cabbed down since im late. sians. reached at 1 i think.

started doing. in a very slow pace as usual. did one small part for dont know how long when everyone if finally done with their own part. collated everything and it turned out to be 31pages long (excluding some small parts) when the thing is suppose to be only 20pages long. lol. so had dinner first before we continue. dinner-ed at seany's place. aunty sonia cook. i think she can cook quite well. and quite healthy also. not oily. hahaha. i like the pork! its all lean meat. woo~ had rose apple. which is something i dont really like but still eat since its there for us already. lol.

went back to work. editing sucks. we cut down from 31pages to 27pages. dont know took how long. not done yet. still got one big chunk of words for us to edit and cut. awww, all our hard work one by one got chopped off. :( then went to take a bus with dorothy while seany drove the HONDA CRV (long story behind this CRV thing. AND YES! I AM PETTY SEAN! HUR!) to send ham and tricia home. lol.

chatted quite alot with dorothy. mainly she's the one talking lah. im lazy to talk also. and im all along the listener ma. so she told me the stories while i just nod and laugh when necessary. think im really too damn tired already. accompany her at 644 coffeeshop while waiting for her friend to have supper with her. lol.

tomorrow have project AGAIN. ya, what's new? 12pm at seany's place again. hopefully by 6pm we can finish editing the SM shit and then can start on editing MA and work on CB. which i find it a little hard from the pace my group are working.

hmmm. i think people might think that im okay today when im actually not. had a terrible headache. cant voice it out since everyone is working so hard. :( so got to tolerate the pain and everything. sighhhhhhh. life is hard on me now. i dont know why. i always feel like crying. any moment anywhere. i forgot to mention it yesterday. but when im at biz park waiting for them to finish buying food. i can feel that tears are gushing up, but i cant let it flow. i hate it when i need to control my tears. :(

and i think high chance im switching to wordpress. then maybe private this. cause wordpress you could lock whatever post you dont want people to view. oh well. i'll see how. for now, byebye. :(

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and i got back my Sundays at Tiffany's from sean. he didnt even read it. first few pages maybe. but from what he says, i am sure its not even one chapter. what to do?

friends .

2009-07-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

today my day started off bad. totally had a rough day. it wasnt like that initially. but ONE incident actually triggered the whole thing. and because of this, today i had the real taste of being a "nobody", and nope im not talking about the song. people who read this would think that it is the librarian incident that made me so *angry/upset. but this is actually what came along. and because maybe i am too tired and hungry also bah. but who cares?

*RAISE UP HAND*

Answer: No One.

but anyway. did project in school. oh wait. we didnt do at all. from the time after we met gary to the time we had lunch. we didnt do anything. hmm. maybe kwek did one small part bah. but other than that. nothing else. then after lunch went up to class still feeling very *moody/tired. but still had PDI consultation which the tutor said was pretty good. then collated the MA draft. printed at library ALONE when THREE went down. why? dont ask.

*RAISE UP HAND*

*Ignoring-in-process*

after class went to mensa for early dinner. had western. very long never had western already. decided not to save on dinner cause i think i might be spending more if i eat abit only. lol. then to kwek's place to do project. we did for like 3hours? and guess whether we are productive or not.

*No one raised up hand cause it is pretty obvious*

and im finally home at early 11! and finally saw my mum for after like 2 days. was downstairs when i saw her coming down with babie. so walked the dog with her and chit chat abit.

tomorrow's going to be a project based day too. meeting them at 12plus1 at seany's place. i seriously HOPE that we can finished SM by tomorrow including the editing part. cause i think there's alot of editing to be done. sighhhhhhhhhhhh. then still need to do CB. monday need to show her some stuffs already. for nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. im going to see whether to sleep or not.

byebye.

*Delete where applicable

packed .

2009-07-17T02:25:00.002+08:00

look at the time. 2.30am. :( i feel so tired. physically, mentally and emotionally. i think i could collapsed anytime. i dont know why but i feel really stressed up this sem. i really cant wait for all the project submissions and then i will be free for awhile before i start mugging for my end sem tests and MA exam. for now i got to chiong on all my reports first.

these few days have been doing project. or should i say, these few days i have been spending alot of time trying to be my project but only little has been done from my group. i think the morale is very low. everyone got no motivation. moreover, there is this plants vs zombies game which got my team mates hooked on it. which is a super bad news. i know its very hard for people to concentrate on doing stuffs for a long period of time. this applies to me also. but to some people, the leisure time is more than the working time. which is also a super bad news. sighhh.

having consulation later at 10am. i seriously hope i can wake up. :( after that there's no lecture due to dont know why. then next lesson would be at 2.40am which is also a consultation, just different module. i think will be taking this long period of time to carry on doing the projects. try to complete MA, still got one part havent do. PDI need to do some drawings and then still got sales management. if we didnt managed to touch on sales management, high chance we will be doing that after our 6pm lesson. and then i dont know what time can go home. :( got 2 days never see my mother already. :( hope tomorrow can reach home before she sleep bah. sigh.

and my saving plan is not going on very well. in this period of time i took a total of 2 cabs. :( one is share with dorothy to school. cause was late already. but in the end. some jokers came even later. which is like 30mins later. :( another time is to rush to kwek's place to do project. cause was pretty late already and the bus is not helping by coming in 10mins time. sighhhhhhhh. overall this saving plan sucks. and i did not stick on my sandwich diet. ARGH. but i think im not sticking to it already. rather eat mee rubus which cost only $1.50 which the portion is quite small lah. so got no choice lor. have been drinking alot of water to keep my stomach filled.

anyway this has been a bad week. dont like it.

cry .

2009-07-14T01:40:00.002+08:00

nearly cried just now when im in the bus. after i part with tricia, suddenly i feel so lonely. im always alone, but i dont really feel lonely. but it just happened just now. and i think sean offered to drive me home after he drove tricia home. i rejected. dont want them to see me in the pathetic state. and i think even if i want to, he still cant make it.

i think i just feel stressed as usual. not regarding school work (doesnt mean i dont care about that) but something else. something which im always concerned about. and once again i am having doubts. its bad. really.

listened to my favourite old school song. That's Why (You Go Away) - Michael Learns to Rock. the first time i hear the song was during primary school time. and up till now i still think its very nice.

school.
project.
home.
school.
project.
home.
school.
project.
home.
school.
project.
home.

im not being a nuisance. i just typed down my schedule for the remaining days. :(

upset .

2009-07-13T01:13:00.005+08:00

some people might realised that my previous post was an angry post. and auntie mixue request for me to remove it. and there it went. poof. it was gone.

dont feel quite good now. not feeling unwell. mood swing i guess. bad time to blog. so i shall stop here. and sean is supposed to send me hush hush. guess he forgot. lazy to remind him also. he'll send when he sees this which is like dont know when. okay bye.

life .

2009-07-04T02:31:00.002+08:00

okay here to blog with bad news. lol. im in huge debts now. owe my sister money, owe bingchao and kimwee money (mahjong debts). and i think i also owe weixiong money way way way back. lol. yeah welcome to my life. my life is as bad as shit anyway. who cares a hoot. sigh.

okay so saving plan is here again. gonna go on a sandwich meal everyday! even though i might be fucking hungry i swear im gonna just take sandwich when im in school. dont eat outside. go home eat maggie mee. no more cheers for me. so hungry life is back again for the gazillion times. this way i will be able to pay my sister back in around one week plus. then i swear to myself i wont touch mahjong UNTIL i pay back my mahjong debts. AHH! what a bad year. seriously, it's a bad year. and i thought last year was worse. :(

anyway time check. 2.37am. going to school at 11am for brunch (maybe not for me) then project till dont know what time. i shall be hardworking enough to wake up early to eat one packet of mee pok before i go to school. oooooooo. then tomorrow maybe dont have to spend a single cent. haha. provided my house got bottle. so i dont even have to buy drinks. woohoo~ then go home around evening time. go dig out food. haha.

okay even though today i lost money and wasnt happy about the losing money part, it was quite a funny day. in school was quite alright, was laughing at tricia's very cute sister. other than that, nothing much i think. then was pretty pissed off while waiting for my usual clique at gardens. landed ourselves at borsche. seriously, i dont think i will step in to that place again. i find the food pretty sucky. service was horrible. okay. wont return. lol.

then decided to play mahjong again. and i still thought today maybe luck will change and i will be the ONLY winner. but it turn out im the ONLY loser. how bad can it be huh? lol. but in the process of playing its very funny. kimwee and the others were crapping as usual. just that today played cheat a little. and this little cheat cause me to be the ONLY loser and lost 17bucks (bingchao was kind enough to DONATE 2bucks to me). lol. and turned the original biggest loser to someone who didnt win nor lose. lol. argh. oh wells, i'll take the responsibility then. lol.

okay i think i need to sleep soon. gonna wake up for my breakfast. then school for project. totally no mood now. sians to the max. LOL! ciao people!

wish .

2009-07-03T02:29:00.002+08:00

okay back to blog. and look at the time! i should be sleeping already. but lesson starts at 11am later and i had a shiok 2hours nap just now. when my mum came in the room i still thought why on earth does she wake me up so early (she woke up at 6am everyday). that was when i realised i fell asleep. lol.

okay this week isnt so bad. completed the booked that i borrowed from seany way way back. hmmm. i teared. the part when enzo is dying. i stopped tearing and i finished the rest of the book. i finished reading at 3.49am. put away the book. then i started tearing again. i dont know why. it just happened. maybe i surpressed my emotions for too long already? maybe i have always showed people the stronger side of me? i dont know. and this continue around a couple more times.

anyway. me, dr teo is here to share something. i can really conclude that emotions are totally linked to health. the other day when i was feeling damn unhappy, my fever returned and a little headache. then today when i was in school wasnt really happy with someone, as usual, i had a terrible headache. sigh. therefore, this is proven, by Dr. Teo Kangjie. lol.

hmmm. due to some incidents, i think i really fail as a friend. i always tried to be the best i could. and i thought its the best i could be already. but somehow, it is not that case. i dont know how to explain. but ya, even though friends shared stuffs among each other, there are still some stuffs you rather not said. or maybe you would only share with certain closer friends.

its hard for me to cheer up. and even though i might feel unhappy i would still try to cheer people up when they are feeling down. sometimes i just dont hold the power like some other people do, one snap of the fingers and you turned out okay. when im unhappy, i tried not to affect others' mood. i tried not to make things worse. but somehow im always the one being affected. thats how unfair life is huh?

dennison popped me one random question just now.
"How do you even define friends?"

it really got me pondering who really are my friends.

is it you?

sick .

2009-06-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

hello world. i fulfilled the promise i made to myself yesterday. hehe. i finished my CB IJ, APEL 3 and the SM self and peers evaluation. hahaha. so proud of myself. =X

so ham came to my place with his new mac to "do" his consumer behaviour ij. in the end he is playing with his mac. and watching MJ videos. lol. then seany came to meet us around 8plus for dinner. walked to 68plus for bak chor mee. lol. that day not very nice. different people doing it. plus there's no shitake. lol. so the taste abit different.

so, for today i had almost nothing to do. morning woke up around 1130 and went to makan with my mum near hougang mall. i ate chicken cutlet despite me having fever and soar throat when i woke up in the morning. then went home after that. slacked, bejeweled. seany michelle and tricia have been niam-ing me. heh heh. not that i dont want to take care of myself lah. just that, i dont find the need to. =X

anyway was chatting with the 3 of them using chinese. woohoo! its damn fun. and its funny when michelle try to use chinese to converse back with me. hers sometimes is used those trendy chinese and talk to me. hehe. then apparently i dont know why seany type better chinese than me! kns. he this fake ang moh! i knew it!

okay lesson at 9 tomorrow. MAYBE watching transformers after that. lol. not confirm yet. got to ask the rest of the classmates tomorrow. lol. see! thats how bond my class is. woohoo~

okay ciao people. maybe i should really sleep early. if not kena scolding from tricia again. =X bye.

pop .

2009-06-27T14:40:00.002+08:00

the news that michael jackson passed away shocked millions of people i guess. im not a fan of his. but he's still a human and feel sorry too. i guess this is one of his millions song i listened to. R.I.P, The King Of Pop.

okay this whole week is a lousy week. had alot of mood swings here and there. but still. the week has past. time for me to look forward to the next week. on a lighter note, i've already handed in two out of the 3 IJs. do like shit before the submission date. :( but still, there's one more IJ due this coming monday. gonna do by today.

so, got back 3 of the results already. strategic entrepreneurship i got an A. sales management i got a C+ i think. and then managerial accounting i got an A. something to surprise you even more. i got the highest marks for entrepreneurship. lol. im surprised also. lol. as for sales management, me and tricia thought we would fail cause we really feel that we did badly for that. in the end we both got 33. haha. even though im mentally prepared to fail this paper, instead i got a C+, i was somehow still unhappy with it. human nature i think. and for managerial accounting, im just hoping if it were to be moderated, i would still be in the A category. lol. left with consumer behaviour. quite worried for that also. though the case study is "Timberland". lol.

okay should be a stay home saturday today. no money to go out. lost 28bucks from mahjong yesterday. damn sad. damn long never win mahjong already. lol. okay things to complete today, Consumer Behaviour IJ, APEL3 and Sales Management Self and Peers Evaluation. hopefully im able to do the IJ.

ciao.

loved .

2009-06-24T01:30:00.000+08:00

one of the few times i will post live up. cause i dislike the cheering and all. but since it's jason mraz i think it's logical that i post his live performance up.

today is a lousy day.
overslept.
lecture cancelled (dont know is lucky or what).
hokkien mee not nice.
spilled ice coffee on my feet.
hot weather.
lousy mood.
unhappy.
abit sick.
cant jog.
cant do entre ij.
dont know how to do.
no people for me to talk to.
its late already.
lesson at 12pm tomorrow.
should be staying in school.
try to do entre ij.
do sm ij if possible.
going to read then sleep.

bye.

laughter .

2009-06-22T23:59:00.001+08:00

okay i just got home not long ago. was out for the whole day today. was super tired. okay 9am lesson. not alot of people attend. its boh's lesson. and after his lesson he called me. LOL. he asked me whether im feeling okay anot cause i didnt talk much during his lecture. kns. lol. abit shocked. hahaha.

then was cb's consultation. i think quite fruitful lah. asked quite alot of questions. hope that we actually understand what she is trying to explain. then to mensa for lunch with the usuals and waited for gerald before we went off. while in mensa. had a good laugh with tricia. damn funny. lol. gerald and seany went to ssc i think. then the rest just go seperate ways. lol.

went ikea to meet janice and eileen. last minute decision. shop around. they bought some stuffs then walked around tm then back to school cause janice got lesson. so eileen and i wait for her in the library and outside LT. then back to hougang to meet lileen for dinner. saw alot of familiar faces. people like yanying. catch up with her for a little while before lileen came. take care ah! lol.

dinner at the nice western. though today the fish not that nice. then to one of the place to chilled and chit chat. laughed alot. really until stomach pain that type. hahaha. chatted till around 11pm then send eileen home then home sweet home.

tomorrow lesson is at 11am. can sleep abit longer. haha. okay below are some super overdue photos. (:

BOTTLE TREE PARK! (:

cake and food! (:

SURPRISE SURPRISE! (:

birthday song at carpark! (:

and lastly i find this photo quite funny!

okay thats all people! ciao! :D

fly .

2009-06-20T23:59:00.003+08:00

i believe i can fly! i believe i can touch the sky! damn old school but i like. like how Ronan Keating sings it also. hehe.

okay today was mainly at home again! xiongwei woke me up around 8plus in the morning when my initial plan was to wake up at 10am and go jog. but he suggested to have breakfast at 10am. so, of course i go eat dinner with him weixiong and bingchao. mac breakfast. haha. now i can only see him in 3 weeks time. :( take care xiongwei! miss me you can sms me! hehe.

home and then slacked all the way. played bejeweled in facebook then watched The Day The Earth Stood Still starring Keanu Reeves. one of my favourite actor. and Lake House is also one of my favourite romance show. haha.

completed my part of sales management just now. going to do APEL 3 later. damn irritating. but still going to complete cause if never do cannot fucking graduate. ridiculous shit lor. :(

then tomorrow during day time should be doing Consumer Behaviour project. cause monday need to show the tutor already and we havent do anything. sigh. last minute again. never mind. chiong ah! the night time go chalet. my new born cousin celebrating his first month. at aranda country club i think. lol. confirm eat alot de. gonna work hard for the following week. JIAYOU!

ciao people! :D

//edit 2.43am

okay i've just made a promise to myself. i am so going to australia one day. but first i need to save up. of course not from my pathetic allowance. maybe from my internship's pay? just hope im able to go to aussie just before i go army. hehe. that would be great! :D

i will fulfil my promise.
i will fulfil my promise.
i will fulfil my promise.
i will fulfil my promise.
i will fulfil my promise.
i will fulfil my promise.
i will fulfil my promise.
i will fulfil my promise.
i will fulfil my promise.
i will fulfil my promise.
i will fulfil my promise.

jog .

2009-06-19T22:12:00.004+08:00

wanted to post When you say nothing at all by Ronan Keating. but realised i've posted that before already. then wanted to post Endless Love by Danny Gokey. and im quite surprised i've also posted that before. lol. looks like my song library is outdated. lol. but anyway. Heartless by Kris Allen also nice. hehe.

okay anyway. i wanted to blog yesterday. not because i did something exciting. but yesterday marks the 3rd anniversary of me and
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MY BLOG! hehe. 3 years already. hahaha.

and speaking of blogs. dorothy actually found my old old old blog. hahah. sec 3 de. damn fucking hilarious when she read out one of the post. hahaha. oh well. those are awful memories. dont want to think of that. hahaha.

so yesterday was movie session with seany xiyang and ham. kwek couldnt make it. lol. watched Monsters Vs. Aliens 3D. lol. and guess what! we took couple seats. hahahahah. but we let the hand rest down. haha. so it became normal. haha. and the 3D spects is very annoying. maybe because im wearing a spec. so i kept on rubbing my eye. lol.

so ya. yesterday is the first day the guys see me in cap. lol. everything went fine. but seany just got to be the clown of the day by taking my cap off. kns. and no, im definitely not over-reacting. if i am i would just walk off. :)

today mostly was spent at home watching Survivors Law II. and i've finished it already. but think im gonna borrow from seany to let my mum watch. haha. then around 8plus went for a jog at nearby park. today's condition is much better than the other time. didnt feel as tired as the other day. haha. so i still got that bit of energy left to climb stairs.

so i half run and half walk up to the 13th storey. haha. can feel my leg totally no energy already. yea yea, weak i know. dont have to remind me. lol. so i rested there for awhile. enjoy the wind. then suddenly feel very giddy. so sit at the steps. lol. maybe its because i havent eat dinner or maybe i climb up the stairs. then is round round and round. hahaha.

okay tomorrow should be a stay home day also. then maybe i'll go jog again. really got to shed off some fats. hahaha. i can feel im growing horizontally already. LOL!

okay bye people! wish me luck for my slimming session!

lousy .

2009-06-17T23:59:00.002+08:00

yesterday was kangjie's open house day. LOL! seany ham tricia and dorothy came to my place to do project. yep the second time they are here. still feel abit weird. oh well. tried to do MA. the result is, a little unsuccessful. tricia and i were stuck at one of the question. damn it. lol. okay after that was dinner at market then to ham's place. kwek and xiuhuan joined us.

slacked till around 11. seany drive xiuhuan home first. which is at pasir ris. LOL. then me. then kwek. and lastly the gardener. lol.

okay today was a lousy day. started my day going for a haircut at the usual venue. and this time. it sucked big time. i dont know why but i think my hair is ruined. for people who want to say, "your hair is always ruined", please get lost. then in the end i got to buy a cap just for this. then my mum and auntie mixue said the same thing, can use for army next time. kns. lol.

then mum drove me to lorong lew lian to collect phone. finally its done. lol. the rest of my day were spent at home slacking and video-ing. watching Survivor Law II for these few days. i find it quite funny. people who like hong kong dramas should watch it. (:

anyway. below are two photos showing seany PLAYING with my vacuum cleaner and find it very fun. lol. good to have a maid huh? LOL. dont know he will mind anot. but put it up first luh huh. haha. if he tagged and say remove it then i'll remove. hehe.

~~okay removed!~~

nah. back up again. stupid sean.

so tomorrow plans are bak chor mee with seany (not confirmed), movie and dinner with the usuals plus xiyang (GOD I MISS HIM!). after that dont know do what. should be home bah.

okay ciao people!

emotional .

2009-06-15T02:23:00.004+08:00

its late already. gonna go offline and read awhile before i hit my sack. so basically nothing much happened. slacked. mahjong with bingchao kimwee and weiwen AND LEONGCHENG on saturday night. LEONGCHENG PLAYED ONE GAME AND IRRITATE THE SHIT OUT OF US FOR THE REST. LOL. didnt win nor lose. kimwee lost 18bucks while weiwen and bingchao won. lol. and i still thought i can win. kns. hahaha.

then sunday morning bought breakfast to weiwen's house. leongcheng came over. then slacked there. leongcheng slept. feel like slapping him. left around 3plus. seany came to pick me up. pass me the speakers and off he go. slacked at home until 7plus then proceed to hougang mall.

watched king kong while waiting for my turn. showing the last part. was damn sad. i remembered i cry until quite jialat in the cinema. LOL! okay so the challenger says it can be exchanged. and he says all challenger's exchange policy is the same. so there's absolutely no reason for the FUNAN FUCKERS not to change for seany and create a scene. that guy told me i could write in though. :D (SEE SEANY! TOLD YOU I SHOULD GO ALREADY! HURRRRR!)

seany came to pick me up (again) then to kovan and rent marley and me. proceed to ham's place to watch. cup noodles as my dinner (and im not full, until now) then its SHOW TIME! the show was hilarious. and sort of a tears jerking movie. cause i teared. lol. it was very touching and sad. i dont know which but i just knew i teared.

that reminds me the last time i teared also. it wasnt in singapore. LOL! plus im not alone. hehe. =X and the last last time i CRIED. i totally broke down. lol. aftermath of alcohol. dont blame me. lol. cried for around 3hours? cant really remember. come to think of it. this whole thing is quite funny. hahah. memories huh? pleasant or unpleasant? i dont know. (:

gonna meet my groupmates in school later for project. i seriously hope it will be productive and we wouldnt be wasting our time. :( bye people. goodnights!

boring .

2009-06-12T16:38:00.002+08:00

okay first time post korean song here. should have post this video long long ago. hahaha. anyway a really nice song. hahah. plus most of the girls are pretty cute. addictive song. RIGHT PEOPLE?! :D

wanted to go project yesterday. but failed terribly. ham come and pick me up around 3plus. then back to his place. ps3. com. and we cant do shit. LOL! seems like there's alot for us do, but we cant find one. lol. we are so dead. haha.

so we rent taken to watch. second time watching. still an awesome movie. haha. so people who havent watch please go and rent to watch it. :D even seany said he dont mind watching the second time. hehe.

so today im rotting at home. seany ham and xiuhuan went to science centre to dont know do what. lol. then after that ham going IT fair and seany going to sing with his friends. ham asked me go IT fair. but its soooooooooo crowded. so decided to give it a pass. lol. i chose to stay at home. and im bored. can blame no one. haha.

tomorrow is weekend already. maybe gonna plan with the guys to do project again. but MUST do. just in case we got to do last minute work AGAIN. lol. i think need to delegate some stuffs before we end up playing games the next time we meet.

okay i promise im going to jog later at night! hope that i dont die. LOL. bye.

holidays .

2009-06-10T15:34:00.003+08:00

okay back to blog.
i seriously wanted to find videos for last flight out but i couldnt find it. xiyang was listening to it the other day. and now im listening to it every day. hahaha. even sean was listening to it. see! a nice song. haaha. but mad world is a nice song also. (:

hmmm. so basically my weekends are filled with PDI. LOL. and im finally done with that. damn tired of PDI now. okay PDI aside. last friday after dinner went to ham's place with seany torrance and brendon/brandon. then around 1230 we sent torrance home. drop brandon/brendan at hougang first then to cck. and guess what. we were lost. hahahaha. in the end. it was 230 when we were back to serangoon. haha.

it was really an adventure. minus the fact that we used quite alot of petrol. haha. but its lexus. so still alright. =X got to call weixiong for help. hahaha. in the end, we love lornie road, lentor ave, EXPRESSWAYS, choa chu kang, tuas, jurong and so much more! hahaha.

~~i cant remember what i did on saturday though. SEAN! if you can remember tag me. then i'll edit. haha.~~ okay i no need you already. i remembered! hahaha. saturday was to ham's place and tried doing PDI. until we realised we need chapter 1 to complete it. DAMN IT! so i went to national library ALONE. hahaha. they say go together but i insist on going alone. lol. bus ride alone at night. shiok. hahah. reach there around 825, when the library closes at 9. lol. so kinda rush.

head straight to level 8. was a guess. hehe. and bingo i was at the right level. haha. photocopied 26pages. two copies somemore. lol. then to centrepoint meet xiyang for awhile. gave him his timberland shirt. damn cheap. hahaha. then back to ham's place. bought alot of food. damn hungry. 2 cup noodles for me. double cheese burger for kwek. mcspicy meal for ham and one cup noodles for seany. lol. accompanied by bin bin and wang wang. hahaha.

okay sunday was the killer. caught terminator salvation with uncle and 4cousins. watched at amk hub. the movie is good. though abit linked back to the other terminators but im just there to see the actions. hahaha. bought some curry puffs then to sean's place. did PDI. abit here and there. had dinner at his place. first time. so naturally paiseh right. cause not only he eating leh. still got his mum and her mahjong kakis. LOL. so yep. i had my first taste of brinjal and ladies fingers. lol. doesnt taste bad nor good. lol.

dorothy came shortly after that. finished my stuffs around 2plus. slacked here and there. played a little of halo 3. quite fun. haha. then dorothy was struggling until around 5am and she's still not really done. but we still left anyway. everyone's tired already.

school on monday to hand in the stupid PDI. met xiyang there. accompanied him until he finishes his work. then me ham and xiyang went to kovan and play lan. haha. damn long never play already. seany joined us but didnt play, he waited for us to finish. then he send me home. haha.

tuesday went school for project. everyone was present except dorothy. she got camp. then to some random AS classroom cause kwek got the key. did entre. but then not very productive. so proceed to ham's place. slack slack slack then home sweet home. PSST. ~~2 people was sleeping in the bed. LOL!~~

today gonna be a boring boring day. MAYBE going ham's place later. not confirmed yet. lazy to move around though. haha. see how first. bye people! :D hello auntie mixue are you reading!? hahaa.

over .

2009-06-05T19:01:00.003+08:00

~~Managerial Accounting 1~~
~~Sales Management~~
~~Consumer Behaviour~~
~~Strategic Entrepreneurship~~

OKAY ALL DOWN, NONE TO GO!

last paper yesterday but didnt blog cause i reached home quite late. hahah. but i still need to say this, surprisingly the most confident module is still entre. haha. dont know why also. but the questions are more more straight forward then the others. haha. okay enough of tests. (:

so after tests yesterday, almost all of the people in our class, 11 people plus xiuhuan, went to tanjong katong for steamboat. TIAN FU STEAMBOAT! hehehe. had ma la soup and satay soup for our side and tomyum and fish head for the other. lol. the ma la was damn spicy when i first drank it. but it all then out to be okay after a few more times. haha. (:

after that was mahjong session at seany's place with dorothy dennison and koksiong. first time playing with koksiong. i think damn ganchiong. cause he looked damn pro. he know how to feel the tiles lor. haha. then first round he tried to do "yi se" already. haha. can gan chiong till die. hahaha. but in the end i lost. first time lose still can so happy. cause basically 3 players lost. and i only lost 1buck. hahah. unlike koksiong who lost 12bucks and dennison who lost 6bucks. haha. quite lucky already. lol.

okay im at seany's place now. with dorothy beside me and smiling. hahaha. she very vexed over her AC stuffs. lol. intend to do PDI individual assignment one. but then its not very productive. so i guess have to wait till tomorrow or what. lol. and we also quite unsure what to do. soooooooo. i dont know how. LOL!

~~and he is a JERK! dont let me listen to chinese songs and dont let me listen to the english songs i want to listen! damn evil. NABEY!~~

tomorrow maybe watching terminator with uncle and cousins. havent confirm yet leh. lol. so lachey. lol. okay nothing more to talk about already. bye world! :D

*next post will resume the youtube posting. (:

learnt .

2009-06-03T15:51:00.004+08:00

~~Managerial Accounting 1~~
~~Sales Management~~
~~Consumer Behaviour~~
Strategic Entrepreneurship

okay 3 down, one more to go.

some edit below!

im so happy. not because i will do very well for this paper. but its just that im not putting stress on myself already. PLUS! im only left with strategic entrepreneurship. hehe. i guess i have to study really hard for the end sems already. hahaha. so one very good example is to learn from seany. not being sarcastic, but im serious. i think he really put in alot of effort this mid sem test. if only im half as hard working as him. oh well.

so after the paper, already know quite alot of errors didnt really affect my mood. or rather, im trying not to let that affect me. i brought myself back to reality once in a while but still, i took it less hard than sales management paper. haha. so people, i got confident in our project! dont let me down okay? hehe.

okay. after tests linger around in school for awhile waiting for xiyang. after that me tricia ham dorothy and kwek took sean's car. send ham to pass his grandpa his handphone then send tricia home. she damn funny. i dont know how to explain but she just close the door when im suppose to get out. lol.

then was the climax. this one is damn funny. lol. cause on the way going to kwek's place. seany honk a car for not moving when the green arrow is out. then after kwek alight, another car honk sean when he didnt turn. LOL! everyone first reaction was pointing at seany and say "HAHA!". damn funny. lol. retribution really exists eh? hehe.

okay i think i go take a nap first. wake up then study the last paper! PLUS TIAN FU TOMORROW AFTER THE PAPER! WOOHOO! bye people.

//edit 10:54pm
okay i keep forgetting to mention that my aircon is fine now! hoho. dad ask someone to fix it. it wasnt really that cold for the past few weeks! and now its C-O-L-D! haha. now people! welcome to my place to play mahjong! hahahaha! egg-cited about mahjong now. got craving to play with friends. hoho. okay bye. gonna mug now. lol.

screwed .

2009-06-02T18:29:00.002+08:00

~~Managerial Accounting 1~~
~~Sales Management~~
Consumer Behaviour
Strategic Entrepreneurship

okay 2 down, 2 more to go.

today was sales management paper. the feeling was totally opposite of yesterday. i walked into the lecture hall feeling quite confident. cause i THINK i know most of the stuffs. but it turned out that, i dont even know the simplest stuffs on chapter 1. damn. there's this one diagram so small that i didnt bother to study at all. i didnt even bother to check out vbus what that diagram is about. and i even told dennison i think it is not that important. and guess what? it just cost us 10 fucking marks.

im really happy for those people who got that right. cause i can only blame myself for not studying harder than what im suppose to. sigh. forget it. i shouldnt be a wet blanket and pull a long face when everyone got it right.

going to study consumer behaviour soon. hopefully i can score well for one of the marketing modules. bye people.

tests .

2009-06-01T16:21:00.003+08:00

~~Managerial Accounting 1~~
Sales Management
Consumer Behaviour
Strategic Entrepreneurship

okay 1 down, 3 more to go.

today was MA1 paper. finished just in time but still managed to check through once. walked out of the room feeling quite confident. but that doesnt last long. came out to realise that i tried to be a smart alec. lol. but still doenst know who is right and who is wrong. but it seems that im most probably the wrong one, cause most of the people did differently from me. oh well.

so after the paper me and tricia took bus back home while sean ham and dorothy went to ssc to study sales management.

going to mug soon i guess. feeling quite tired so i hope i can concentrate. gonna study consumer behaviour first. then maybe go nap for awhile, dinner then start sales management. bye people. im not feeling too good now. :( i hate this. :(

accounting .

2009-05-31T21:29:00.003+08:00

okay shall update since i have little time now. (:

okay today wasnt that bad. woke up at around 9plus to study strategic entrepreneurship then to grandma's place for brunch. stayed still around 2 then go ahma's place for awhile. my uncle jio me go watch terminator next saturday. hehe. still thinking whether i should go anot.

return home and read through sales management again. though i cover all modules already. but still very unprepared. cause i can only read through. im not someone who can memorise stuffs. disadvantage eh? lol.

so tomorrow is Managerial Accounting 1 paper. hopefully i can score well for this module. cause this is the only exam based module. which means every test and exam is important. and its the only "figures" module i had for this sem. (:

so for the rest of the day plus tomorrow morning, i need to go through at least 3 more times of MA1 (if possible). hopefully that help. hehe. hope everyone have been studying too.

so good luck peeps! whoever is seeing this. ciao~ (:

study .

2009-05-30T22:17:00.002+08:00

okay i'll make a quick update before i start mugging.

woke up pretty late today. i woke up around 10am. then snooze. the next thing i know its already 11plus. i still didnt wake up immediately. i wait and wait until xiyang called me asking some stuffs. that was when i know its time to wake up. lol.

i wanted to study. but i cant concentrate. so i went to youtube. in the end i spent 4hours there. i started studying MA from around 430 to 645. of course i didnt stare at those irritating notes for that 2hours plus. i walked here and there. chatted on msn. but still managed to read through everything. hopefully i can practice tomorrow night.

i ate alot today. so its also time for me to do some excercise. i cant go jogging now. i have to do it after my mid sem. but i can still do some push ups and sit ups before i go to bed every night. yeah. i've gained alot of weight. xiyang call me a fatty. my aunts said i should start to jog, and its pretty obvious what they meant.

i know i always tell people that exams/tests period is always fast. blink of an eye. i still had my stand on that. cause its really fast. what's irritating and annoying is the process to study. i seriously hate it. but do i have a choice? i doubt so.

so hopefully i can finish reading through the two marketing modules i had. hopefully i can find the motivation to do so. and i mean finding the motivation myself and not being pushed. so here i go to get ready to mug.

will be back soon. bye.

interesting .

2009-05-29T19:52:00.003+08:00

yesterday is a bad bad day. why? cause i was so god damn tired. i did PDI on wednesday night and i slept around 3/3plus and woke up at 7am to get ready for school. so had my PDI presentation and was quite disappointing cause the tutor said my work is not creative enough. ): oh well.

so besides all the tutorials and lectures we had, what's extra on that day was Further Education Talk by Jimmy Yeo at 4pm. michelle jenny and benjamin joined us. and after that was the China Trip presentation. Presenters of the day was: Sean Kwek, Ken Zhang, Luke Ham, Benjamin, Sean Yuen, Shu Peng, Julina and Sandy. and most of the people who went for the trip was there also. plus a few students, lecturers and Dr Matthew Sim was there.

i wouldnt say the presentation was fantastic but it definitely brought back beautiful memories for those who went. i am no exception.

what went wrong with yesterday is, at around 4pm, i slowly turned into silent mode. no reason i suppose. nothing happened to trigger that. angry? no. unhappy? maybe yes. but still, nothing big. so someone thought i was angry. and things became interesting.

to the someone who sent me a sms at 12.22am, like i've already explained i am not angry at you. (: but i'm really glad that you sent me that sms because this actually shows that if i were to really get angry with you, you would try to fix this friendship. (: so ya, i'll take that message as an apology for previous incident. hehe. and sorry that i didnt clear the air earlier to you. (:

and yes. finally i slept on the day itself. as in i slept on thursday night instead of friday morning. lol. because i was really really tired. i nearly fainted when im crossing the overhead bridge. weak weak weak~

so today nothing much. was pretty much in silent mode here and there also. but ya. better than yesterday cause i definitely had enough sleep. :D okay im going off to meet clique already. they going to have dinner. maybe i go eat a little bah. haha.

bye folks! (:

changes .

2009-05-28T02:09:00.003+08:00

one of the nice songs i've heard in these few days. quite long ago already but got hooked only recently.

just finished PDI individual presentation and report. took me like half of my day just to complete those two. and its damn slow i know. cause there a few distractions and disruptions here and there. should have cancel my plan of staying back in school and go straight back to home. oh well. i cant turn back the time can i?

anyway sean said something which i think was quite amusing. because there's a big match later, which is in 10mins time, man utd and barca. so he said the score would be man utd 5 Barcelona 0. and then Van Der Sar hat trick. lol. for readers who didnt find it funny. firstly, van der sar is a goal keeper. secondly, hat trick means that particular person scored 3goals in that one game. got it? lol.

so, today was a shitty day. just when i thought today would be a nice day when i woke up. lol. my dog pee-ed in the kitchen just as when i was about to step out of the house. waited bus 8 for like 15mins before the freaking bus came. freaking surveys. freaking people. and i cant take a break cause mid sem is just next week and i havent really started studying.

i tried to do MA tutorial after i finished my report. but im stucked at fucking first question. how dumb huh? so i gave up. great. just great. just when im quite confident of MA, this had to happen. no choice, just got to practice more.

after all these time, i really seen alot of changes in alot of people. for the good or for the worse? i dont know. dont even feel like commenting. cause if people changed, then im definitely changed too. but i really do hope that some people do realise the limits. changing might not be good. it could turn out as a negative consequences.

tomorrow is a fucking long day. from 9am to unknown. having lesson from 9am to 4pm with an hour break in between. then from 4pm to 5pm there's this further education talked which i signed up for. hope it's useful for me. then from 5pm to unknown is china trip presentation where people like seany and ham etc would be presenting on their experiences during their china trip. all the people who went for the trip will be going, i am no exception. plus lecturers and students from business are invited to the presentation as well. hope it's fun. if not it's gonna be a gloomy day.

and i asked my sister to ask her company if they accept interns. they do. but the timing abit off. so now got to wait for her HR department to give her a reply. hopefully they can accept me. cause i dont want to be posted to somewhere i am totally not familiar with. sigh. shall see how. how i wish i can strike toto later, then i can try to get overseas internship.

DEAR GOD, PLEASE HELP/BLESS ME TO STRIKE TOTO LATER! I PROMISE YOU I WILL DONATE PART OF THE MONEY TO SPCA! AND I WILL DEFINITELY GIVE PART OF THE MONEY TO MY PARENTS AND GRANDPARENTS FOR THE BROUGHT ME UP! I SWEAR! YOU GOT TO HELP ME NOW! NO ONE ELSE CAN! PLEASE!

i sound so dumb and desperate. ):

stress .

2009-05-26T01:37:00.002+08:00

i'm really starting to feel the stress already. there's so many items due but yet so little time. it's time i really do something about it before i breakdown, which will be like soon. ):

moodless .

2009-05-24T14:26:00.003+08:00

okay back to blog. faster do it now before school work start dropping down and i will have no time to do so.

basically nothing much happened. insomnia kicked in the other day. made me lie on my bed for 2hours plus. had to message people to make me feel better and sleepy. cause as some of your would understand, the moment insomnia kicked in, you will start to think alot. consequences if you start doing this or that, think way way ahead. ya thats what happened to me.

so talked about yesterday. morning had brunch with mummy. then around 3 we went to thomson medical centre to see my auntie, my uncle's wife. she just gave birth to a baby boy. (: new member to the family. when our family is already like damn huge. lol. my ahma looked excited. though she already got soooooooooo many grandchild. hahah. had fun when my uncle tried to name the baby. its in hokkien so i think its pointless to type in down. haha.

then off to somerset to meet the rest. wanted to watch Night At The Musuem 2 at cineleisure. but in the end the tickets from 7plus all the way to 11 were sold out. all want to see ben stiller huh. lol. okay so we decided to walk over to The Cathay to try out luck. oh there is tickets for 9.40pm slot. bought the tickets and time check! it's 6.30pm. great. we got 3hours worth of time. and no activities.

walked over to plaza singapura for dinner. then to arcade to play some games. then to spotlight to dont know do what. then to carrefour. then back to cathay. around 40mins more. so we waited outside the theatre entrance. there's sofa seat there. i chose to stand and watch the senery outside. i think its quite nice. church, YMCA, tall buildings, cars, people. (:

movie started in no time. the movie was quite nice. laugh here and there. but then i realised this is not the way how i normally watched comedy. i can laugh at every small details. conclusion, im not in the mood to watch comedy yesterday. but then again, that is the show i always wanted to watch. so no regrets. (:

took 147 back. actually didnt want to go home. cause home = think alot = possibility of being emo. but i think sean and ham is tired. so choose to go home and not to bother people. (: yep home sweet home.

today got a couple of stuffs that got to complete. first is consumer behaviour introduction. then i got to think about my PDI presentation. tomorrow gonna go library to see if the PDI book is still available anot. for PDI group assignment which will replace our mid sem test. better do it fast before we got no time to do. mid sem is next week. damn fast. projects not started yet, havent really study for the rest of the modules except MA which i still had a little understanding. lol.

okay im going to have my lunch then go over weiwen's house to visit his parents. ciao~

vote .

2009-05-20T23:39:00.002+08:00

okay viewers of my blog (which is like damn pathetic) who are from tp. here's a favour from me. if you realised tomorrow is the last day of voting. so if possible help me vote for chris for tpsu and for those who are from business, remember to vote for shihui! vote for them and you are making the right choice! :D

CHRIS!

SHIHUI!

thanks people! :D

enlightenment .

2009-05-20T17:19:00.002+08:00

im at ham's house now. school ended at around 2.30/3pm. then i went to kovan to rent resident evil the first movie to watch later. i insist of taking bus alone cause i need to be alone to think about some stuffs. anyway, i know resident evil is a damn old movie. but people like seany never watch before. and i also feel like watching it cause ham just bought resident evil 5 for his ps3. lol.

im so going to sleep early today. 2 reasons. 1, school starts at 9am tomorrow. 2, im having some outbreak. ): i hate outbreaks. okay i think no one likes it. but mine is two very huge pimple at my left cheek. like my face swollen. hate it!

anyway just now in the bus i thought alot of stuffs. practical stuffs and non-realistic stuffs. non realistic stuffs like i wanna move out of singapore. crazy i know. given my family situation its almost impossible. and i cant leave my family behind even if i had the chance to do that. but maybe its only because today's weather is damn hot that i had this rubbish. haha. definitely. (:

but im enlightened today. see what my thesis is, a thesis, not yet a theory.

When a person accomplished their first priority, their second priority is pretty redundant which means accomplished or not its not important.

sometimes i hate myself for being sensitive. sometimes i hate myself for hating someone else to produce certain outcome which i lead them to. confusing but yea. when i was in the bus i had thousands of words to write. but now everything seems to vanish. i dont know why.

i always wanted the ability to hear others' thoughts. besides being very cool. i think i can know how others look at me. (:

I always know that happiness does not last long, but i didn't know it was that short.

bye people! (:

birthday .

2009-05-17T02:53:00.005+08:00

had dinner with eileen chin at swiss otel merchant court on friday after school. was slightly late lah. hehehe. we had a good chat with each other since we very long never meet up already. haha. the food there are quite good. salmon sashimi was fresh. oyster still wasnt my favourite as usual. hahah. after that we went to play lan with seany and ham. she play awhile then dont want play already cause she very giddy. lol. send her home after that went to ham's place to slack. :D

okay people! its 17th of may now! and yes! its my 19th birthday today. :D and i already enjoyed my day. hahaha. thanks to my friends and family. they make this possible. :D

i'll type from the beginning of my day. woke up pretty late. at around 1plus2. then chatted in msn for awhile before going to tamps1 with my mum to have our very late lunch at the japanese restaurant which got the same concept as marche. lol. then roam around tamps1 and tampines mall. then went back to hougang before meeting my clique.

went to khatib to meet KIMWEE yanying weiwen bingchao and weixiong. they are super late. =X but its okay. cause im used to it already. hahaha. and im happily reading my finishing book. haha. then came weixiong driving me to bottle tree park!(1st surprise) OH GOSH! I ALWAYS WANTED TO GO THERE! and poof i was there! and it was pure coincidence. they didnt even knew i wanted to go there. hahaha.

and i finally saw the tree i wanted to see. =X and we had an expensive seafood dinner there. xiongwei came to join us shortly after. i think quite expensive. it's overpriced. but overall the food is not bad. hahaha. and after that, they took out a brownie which they baked it themselves!(2nd surprise) i always had some "firsts" when im with them. 2007, i had my first taste of fish and co. and their WARM birthday song. lol. 2008, i had my first ice cream cake. 2009, i had my first trip to bottle tree park and my first hand made cake. :D

after dinner we went to keppel bay. weixiong's idea. the place is quite nicely decorated. very calm, very quiet. i dont know how it will look like during the day. but at night, its a good place to chill and talk. (: then off to send yanying home and the rest also. cause my mum keep rushing me home and xiongwei is tired already. plus weiwen is already sleeping in the other car. hahaha.

so weixiong drove me home. while xiongwei drove bingchao and kimwee home. when i reached home and online, i even tell my mum "how come my friends not online one". then shortly after, I SAW HAM SEANY DOROTHY AND TRICIA!(3rd surprise) when i first saw ham i didnt realised anything. i never even wonder why was he at my place. its not unusual to me at that spilt second. haha. im abit lag lah. hahaha. then dorothy was holding on a cake. then the first few words that came out from my mouth was, "OH MY GOD". they actually planned this weeks ago before my birthday and even planned it with my family members. tricia emailed my second sister. and no wonder my mum keep rushing me home! GREAT! hahaha. and, "kangjie's house is a forbidden area" is no longer valid. hahaha.

they sang birthday song to me. took some pictures. and a traditional birthday game. to take out the candle holder using my mouth and nothing else. haha. and i made a slight mess. haha. then it was time to open my present. and its a OH MY GOD again. its a crumpler bag!(4th surprise) awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. now i feel bad for them to spend so much on my birthday pressie. and even seany's mum chip in money lor. feel damn paiseh about that. lol.

had small chats in my living for awhile. then off they go. i send them down to seany's car. and ask them to sing me birthday song with a guitar. this was their original plan. but they scared they will disturb my family so they didnt bring the guitar up. haha. seany played the guitar and sing. while tricia clapped(though she didnt exactly follow the beat), dorothy busy taking photos and ham just stoned. hahaha. and geez, i always knew seany got an awesome voice. but it sounds even nice tonight. cause he sang birthday song to me! HOHOHO!

i really appreciate my friends going through all the troubles celebrating birthday with me.

secondary school clique, bingchao kimwee weiwen weixiong xiongwei yanying, though everyone is busy with our own stuffs. they still make sure that today they push all their appointments away for today. hahaha. :D I LOVE THEM, AS USUAL! hehe.

and for M&E clique. they actually go through weeks of planning for today's surprises! and i actually didnt find anything missing when there are loop holes here and there! AH! how dumb can i be. hahaha. but anyway thanks alot people! dorothy ham seany tricia. your surprises went well. and I TOTALLY LOVE THOSE SURPRISES! hehe. and now i can be sure that i didnt chose the wrong people to mix around with in M&E. LOVE YOU GUYS! :D

and thanks for those wishes that i had through sms/msn. thanks all of you out there! :D

damn .

2009-05-14T00:47:00.002+08:00

i cant find a perfect youtube video for this. i cant type out exactly how i feel. cause to be frank, i dont even know how i feel now. mixed feelings i guess. disappointed? furious? sad? relieved? i dont know. its seems like they are all there but it also seems like they arent there. i dont know. there should be alot of happy stuffs for me to blog. but i cant find them anywhere. happiness is no where near me. and people, nope im definitely not emo-ing. and i definitely cant rant it out here. not to anyone too i guess. i think i have been putting up a brave front to everyone. me too need someone to care. me too need someone to listen. but none of these are happening to me. no one truly cares. no one truly listen. im seriously not trying to boast. but i truly care for others and listen to their troubles when they need me. but how many people actually do that when i need a listening ear? right. often i hear stuffs like, "come talk to me if you need someone to talk to" from alot of people. but how many can swear that if i were to call at 4am, you would really wake up and listen or just plainly entertain? you know, i dont really care if someone see this and say "stop whining. you are just trying to grab attention from your friends". if thats the case, i can proudly tell you im not. cause all along i dont have it, and i have no reasons to need it now. i dont know what im typing. it might be over tomorrow. it might not. but as usual, i'll put on another kangjie infront of everyone else. the kangjie everyone see everyday. i think i just had to carry on this way.

i dont want to be an angel anymore. no one listens. i cant be devil either. i cant bear to do it.

i need to get out of all these. i need a break. but who can save me?

mother .

2009-05-10T23:59:00.000+08:00

okay so today is mother's day. shall wish all the mums i know a happy mother's day. and the song above is dedicated to all of you. (:

okay yesterday after i blogged. i went over to ham's place. been awhile since i went there. lol. when i was there. seany kwek benji and pauline already there. then xiuhuan and her sister arrived after me. had dinner at aston. then back to ham's place. they actually wanted to go seany house but i think it's rather inappropriate lah. somemore quite late already. lol. then all of them except for me and seany went home. seany send them to serangoon interchange where all of them got bus home. back to ham's place for awhile then home sweet home. by bus. hahahaha.

then today woke up around 11plus. showered then to grandma's place. its like an ordinary sunday afternoon lah. cause normally sunday i also got go over for brunch. after that went to hougang plaza to play left 4 dead with cousins. i think i play with seany ham and kwek too much that im so used to our working style. haha. even for xiyang. played with him once only but we got so much team work. haha.

then evening was to my ahma's place. every year also got celebrate mother's day. this year more special lah. cause they cook almost everything themselves. normally they would order sushi from sakae. pizza. kfc. but this year got crab. wooooooo. i love crab. hahaha. didnt stayed still cake cutting. cause no one told us there is cake. haha. but well. my dad still brought some back cause he wasnt with us when we return home. so that basically wrapped up my mother's day. haha. and besides that, today is also my eldest sister birthday.

okay tomorrow 9am lesson. boring lesson again. and my money saving scheme start tomorrow! hope i can tahan with just sandwich alone. hoho. bye people! :D

bag .

2009-05-09T12:41:00.003+08:00

okay i thought i can carry on blogging everyday since i have been doing that for 5/6 days? hahah. but well too bad. laziness kick in just like that. lol.

okay allow me to blog for these few days. okay thursday was alright. lesson was at 9am. was damn tired to go to class. was dragging my feet actually. sales management. had a good laugh because of the role play. then was PDI. didnt really like that class. cause i thought its a stupid module. LOL. then to MA lecture. that was when the stress came. lol. MA is for managerial accounting anyway. and from 1.1 i NEVER like anything that got to do with accounting. i know its an advantage for people who took accounting before. but hey! please understand why we are stress.

then to destress ourselves. me seany ham and kwek cabbed down to kovan and play lan. lol. left 4 dead of course. first time trying survivor mode. very gan chiong. haha. then as usual played versus mode. or rather. versus against each other. lol. and they seemed to have fun with that situation. lol.

then home. cause got early mothers' day dinner for my family. waited for my dad to fetch us. everyone was already complaining that we are hungry. lol. oh i only had big breakfast around 10plus. then we go to tian fu steamboat at tanjong katong. i keep hearing seany said tian fu is nice. and its finally my turn to try that out. and its indeed nice. though the variety of food included in the buffet not really good. but the food is nice. haha. the fried rice is nice. we actually ordered alot of food. i think it's alot. but then after we finished i realized im not full. so we ordered about plate of fried rice and share with darrell. haha. then was to beancurd city to tabao beancurd. lol. home sweet home.

then friday, which was yesterday is a fun fun day. lol. except for one thing. will explain that later. first up was lecture. the lecture was so boring that we got the mindset of leaving. then tricia popped out one thing. eh im hungry leh. want go where to eat. please note that tricia is a girl who eat very little and is seldom hungry. lol. then we decided to leave the lecture hall 35mins earlier. lol. went opposite school to eat kfc. (:

back to school for MA tutorial. though beforehand we knew that i was 3hours lesson because of the make up, we didnt feel sians. but turn out that we were very high in class. tricia being very funny, which is unusual. lol. and when we were released 2 hours later. i think everyone is damn happy. then we thought since its a friday we might as well go out and have some fun since seany drove to school today. (: when we were in the lift. we taupok dennison. cause we did that earlier in the day. and thats when the bad thing happen. ): my havianas snapped. lol. it happened just like that. ):

then tricia being the unusual freak took off her right slipper and wore mine. lol. and off she go. walked quite a distance ahead of me. and i had no choice but to wear her small girly slipper to chase after her. i didnt know if those people who i walked past look at me anot. but i only heard dorothy laugh damn hard. haha. it was indeed a funny scene lah. haha. then we decided to go ehub to buy my slippers and had dinner.

think for quite awhile before deciding which pair to buy. now my slipper is bling bling. lol. then had an early dinner which actually half of us are not really hungry. lol. had fish soup and as usual i didnt finish it. i cant finish fish soup. i dont know why. not that im too full. but i dont feel like eating after awhile. lol. then to arcade!

we spend a good 1hour plus in the arcade. but before we went in we remind dorothy to take care of her belongings. cause she loss her handphone the last time we were there. haha. played bishi bashi as usual. daytona (my gear spoil one. not that i lost because of that. but ya. its spoiled.). basketball. attempted to play ddr with kwek. but we didnt see the machine was under servicing. so waste our credits. lol. dennison and dorothy went off after our arcade.

seany drove tricia back. then drove kwek back. then drove me to gardens circus. then change over to xiongwei's car. haha. he came to pick me up for supper. lol. weixiong and weiwen was already in. then went to pick huiwei, xiongwei's brother up. had supper at casuarina road. prata again. i remember the last time he picked us up we also had prata at jalan kayu. haha. but the casuarina prata is famous one. and is indeed nicer. haha.

then xiongwei had a urge to watch movie. so i suggested x men. =X though i watched it before already. i dont mind watching another time man. im a x men fan! haha. weiwen also watched before already. and he also dont mind. and huiwei dont want to watch. so send him home first. then down to jubilee. damn long never watch at there already. haha.

the movie is still very nice. gambit is still very cool. haha. and like the other time. i almost dozed off. lol. not that i dont enjoy the movie. but i get tired easily these few days. lol. so after movie is home sweet home. meet up soon guys. :D

hmmm so today might be a stay home day. cause i dont feel like spending money. haha. im going to save up to buy a crumpler bag. all along i had a urge to want to own a crumpler bag. so now im going to fulfil my dream. no more fancy food. when im in school i think im eating the 1.20 bread. haha. can save quite alot i think. okay wish me luck people.

this is a long post and im going to have my brunch already. bye people!

nothing .

2009-05-06T22:29:00.004+08:00

today is a super hot day. though it rain damn heavily when i was sleeping. and by the time i woke up, the sun was already shining brightly. what a bad start for me. i enjoy being in the rain. got such a disappointment first thing i woke up. sians.

then needless to say. the second disappointment is during boh's class. unclear instruction given to us and he expects us to do his work. i mean, we can do work. we've proven that we can. but what we need is clear instruction. his is not even instructions. rubbish. damn.

so is there anymore disappointments after that? i seriously dont know. maybe there is? maybe there isnt. i dont even know how i feel for the rest of the day. but i do know that humans are greedy. once they got something, they always want more. there isnt even a reason for us to want that "more". but we just want it. well, that's human isnt it?

and now i think i got the addiction of being silent during my bus trip home. i didnt do anything. just stare blankly. stone. listen. no one upset me. i think no one did. yep, i think. lol.

and when i tried doing my tutorial just now. i feel the sudden huge amount of stress gushing inside me. its just tutorial i know. thats when i think im really useless. i cant even complete a simple task. and yes, you got it right. i left the whole thing blank. yeah useless teokangjie is signing off now.

goodbye folks.

fun .

2009-05-05T22:45:00.005+08:00

okay let me see what i can blog about today.

today is a short day. 11 to 4pm only. but its only a 3 hours lesson. cause there's 2 hours break. so after the first lecture. me seany ham tricia and dorothy went prata shop to have our brunch. makan and slack there since our break so long. kimxian and george went on their one on one lunch date. =X

okay next was boh's lesson. as usual. he was boasting about himself. about how great he is. and keep demoralizing us but still say shits like "i know you guys got potential". thats bullshit man. but what's new man. lol.

after lesson go straight home. today is actually a fun day. for me. my mood was going up and down the whole time. didnt really have good or bad mood as the main one. it just keep on swinging up and down up and down. its quite fun. lol. especially when i am able to be silent alone. lol. sound emo lah. but sometimes you just got to keep quiet and listen. by listening others conversation can learn alot. (:

tomorrow there's only 2 hours lesson. damn sians. it's boh's lesson again. 3 days in a row for every week. we asked him to change and he keep giving excuses like now the regulations very strict. lol. oh well. lesson ends at 2pm. nothing to do after that. seany suggested L4d. hoho. i got totally no problem with that. haha. shall see how tomorrow. :D

oh ya. i think these few days i will sleep quite early. when i say early its not 11 lah. but early means 12 or before 1. lol. thats my early. i dont know why but i feel tired these few days. maybe it's because of the weather. i dont know. lol. its good cause its good for my face. hoho.

okay bye people! (:

lost .

2009-05-04T22:36:00.004+08:00

okay starting of new week is always bad. cause new week = monday = 9am lesson = mr boh. just imagine having his lesson as the first lesson of the week. really can die. damn demoralizing. dont even feel like attending school after his lesson. lol. and great. my class will still be seeing him for the next two day. great. just great.

thankfully, germaine wang, our CB tutor, make it up a little bit. she's soft spoken and i think she provide very good information during the tutorial. she could have skipped that section and move straight to the tutorial question. (: so i hope i can score well for CB. haha. and for people who dont know what's CB. its not chee bye. its consumer behaviour. hahaha. i remember seany told me corp comm got pcc. LOL. principle of corp comm. hahaha.

oh ya. i forget to mention tricia is back from hong kong. and she missed boh's class. cause boh happily told her she would be excused from school for 1 week. haha. but in the end he's wrong. lol. then she cabbed down from her house to school. for around 30 - 45 mins? hahaha. then she got to go home again to take stuffs. haha. damn sway. lol.

okay finally the main event for today. i caught X-Men Origins: Wolverine with seany ham xiyangyang and dorothy. hahah. its a pretty good movie i would say. haha. yes yes. i like it. i like all the x men movies! and i know i've said it many times already, i still wanna say it. ICEMAN IS THE COOLEST X MEN WITH THE COOLEST POWER, minus the fact he really got the "coolest" power. hahaha.

and i nearly doze off quite a few times during the movie. was feeling a little tired. haha. slept late last night. had an amazing msn chat with seany. damn funny and entertaining. hahaha. ~~he must be cursing and swearing when he read this.~~ HAHAH. whoops.

okay so after the movie we had an impromtu decision to play l4d. due to we are running out of time cause xiyangyang got to go off. so cab down to kovan. easier for him to go town also. haha. had one full game of versus with other people. i think damn funny. first time play with xiyangyang and we already got such team work. hahaha. there'll be more coming up soon. i had not yet play with kimwee they all. hahaha. soon soon people! :D

then home sweet home for dinner. lol. okay thats all for today. i think i forget to post something which i thought of this afternoon. but never mind. if i remember i will edit later. bye people! goodnights all. (:

//edit:
okay after a few minutes of thinking i finally recalled what im going to blog about. hahaha. i wanted to say my left jaw and left ankle still pain. lol. and now my left cheek bone there got a huge ass pimple plus when i woke up this morning my left eye is red. ): great. now my left side is going handicap already. whats more? could it be migraine to the left? sigh!

johari .

2009-05-03T23:59:00.001+08:00

yes seany you are right. it's justin! hahaha.

okay today is a total stay home day. didnt step out of my house a single step. haha. yes yes yes. its a lazy sunday. :D and i did mention i will be going into a coma. and i really did! slept for 12hours. haha. though i woke up at 10plus. wasnt tired at 10plus! but i think i DESERVE more sleep. so sleep for AWHILE more lor. haha.

though its a lazy sunday. its also a boring sunday. watch a few youtube video then chat for awhile. then watch tv. got x-men the last stand. i watched it yesterday night and i watch again today. haha. it's nice what! and i totally love iceman. i think he got the coolest power! minus the fact that he really got the "coolest" power. haha.

then i intend to do my tutorial after the show. but i just couldnt write anything on the paper. this tutorial is already quite stupid. plus. i dont really know how to do. =X so yeah i gonna heck my tutorial. hope it will be the last time i do that.

then i proceed watching transformers. hahah. awesome movie! third time i watch transformer. haha. and it's still damn nice. :D i can't wait for the sequel. though i prepare myself mentally that a sequel might not be as good. dont have too high hopes on that. but still! im still gonna catch it. :D

okay im going to bed soon. but first i'll start reading my new book. haha. cant wait! :D byebye and goodnights people!

may .

2009-05-02T23:10:00.004+08:00

hello people! guess what? it's already may! and i bet this month is gonna be the best month of the year! hahaha. kidding.

okay im very very very tired now. high chance i will sleep before 1. =X but before that. just update for these few days bah.

thursday, school as usual. but with the 3hours break. can die i tell you. by the time we had our lunch we only have 2hours left. if we were to go out of the school. abit no point. but if we were to stay in school. it will be very bored. so in the end we slacked in the library. then lecture for MA. i sort of like the lecture group. provided michelle they all are there. haha. will be more fun i guess. haha.

okay yesterday is a public holiday. 1st of may, labour day. see! i told you may is a good month. at every start of the month got holiday already. hahah. okay so kwek invited us to his chalet. of course not his friends only. his parents and relatives also there. so me seany and ham went. and a few of the JCG peeps there. actually all of us already intend to stayover. but ham last minute feels that its only right for him to go home that night cause his parents are out of town. then only his grandparents and younger sister at home. so left me and seany lor.

didnt expect myself to sleep lah. especially sleeping beside someone who got "pig flu". sleep like pig like that. hahaha. cause there's this period of time where kwek and his friends went to mac then left the two of us in the room. and he go ahead and sleep! kns. want to find someone to talk also dont have. hahaha. then i still have to force myself to be awake cause someone got to open the door for them what. oh well.

and kwek told me he didnt sleep at all. come to think of it. everytime i woke up for a few seconds. he will be at the bed foot. then i will look at him. then he will gesture for me to sleep on the bed. haha. then i use my last bit of strength to shake my head. cause im really damn lazy and tired to leave the bed. oh well. im the last to wake up. =X

breakfast with seany at whitesands. then bus home. didnt sleep okay! damn proud. hahaha.

home-d. but dont feel like sleeping. LOL! cause if i really go sleep i dont know what time then wake up. in the end at night no need to sleep. so i really tahan by watching X2 and X-Men: The Last Stand. i love x men. haha. and i think iceman is the coolest among all. hahah.

then night time makan suki sushi at amk with my sis and her boyfriend. then to raiders to play lan. now the timing improve already. lol.

oh ya. and i bought 2 books. i finished "The Girl Who Could Fly" already. i remember chiong-ing that book on wednesday night then only had 3hours of sleep. woke up late and decided to skip my 9am lesson. just because of the book. haha. the ending very gan chiong. didnt want to stop. haha.

the two books are "Handle With Care - Jodi Picoult" and "Sundays at Tiffany - James Patterson & someone-but-i-dont-know-who". should be nice i think. maybe start reading before i coma for the night. :D

ciao people!

unimportant .

2009-04-29T22:28:00.006+08:00

okay back to blogging time. dont really have much stuffs to blog about but ya, i'll try my best.

so school's pretty much the same. did grouping for Consumer Behaviour. initially the tutor wanted 4 per group. but we say we want 5, 5, 6. cause we have 16 people if you can count, but we never group in 4 before. so we wanted 3 groups instead of 4. but some of the classmates got problem with that. and in the end we drag the whole thing until the tutor say we can decide this latest by friday. lol.

then for tuesday's Consumer Behaviour lecture. everyone had a good laugh on a advertisement regina showed us. about heineken beer. i like her lecture cause she's really funny. and she always show us advertisement. (: shall post the ad up later. its really funny. (:

then today school starts at 12. and i'm late. how cool is that? lol. it was boh's class. so i don't really care. and today he pissed quite a number of people off. as usual i supposed?

then was a long 4hours break until the client briefing - Nike. the 4hours break is only for this week cause of the client briefing. so had lunch in school first then to Minds Cafe at safra with seany ham kweker dennison and dorothy. played 2 games. and the last game about the dinosaur's bone one is freaking funny. lol. it's something like silent heart attack. and silent heart attack is nicer than the dinosaurs. lol. shall try it with the guys next time. haha.

client briefing for nike was quite interesting. the first speaker was fabulous. he was like damn young. at most 25? and he can speak very well. got interaction with the audience. he got this tiny accent which i dont know from where. i dont even know if he is singaporean cause his name quite weird. then there's this 2nd speaker. a little boring. but maybe cant blame him cause he is there to show us what our project is about.

then when we thought all these are over. there's this ang moh guy which is the mobile marketing thing which i totally forgotten. it is boring. totally not listening to what he said. LOL. but my tutor said this guy is only here in singapore for a few days and temasek managed to invite him here. pro. lol.

okay tomorrow gonna be quite sians. cause after 1st lesson which is at engine school (-.-), there's 3 hours break cause that leong cc trying to be funny and cancel his lesson. and he still thought he is doing us a favour by cancelling this week lesson as friday is a holiday. but what he didnt think of is we still have lesson after his lesson. damn it. lol. dont know what we gonna do. sians.

okay that's all for today folks. its already the 29th of april. it's gonna be the fabulous month soon. (: ciao~

and as promised. the awesome shit ad. the funniest ad i've ever seen. :D

ignorant .

2009-04-26T23:59:00.001+08:00

i wouldnt say i've been through alot in my 18years of life. but in these 18years i've tolerate alot of stuffs. i had close one eye regarding alot of stuffs. i stayed ignorant for some stuffs. some say ignorant is bliss. for me. for the person who stayed ignorant is stupid. and no. i didnt contradict myself in what i say. well, i'm stupid. for alot of stuffs i didnt have the courage to say it out. well, who knows after i said it, i will lose a friend and gain an enemy?

so ya, i think it's better to act as nothing happen and eat my life away. lol.

today supposed to be a stay-home day. but then decided to play left 4 dead since i damn long never play already. leongcheng pang seh me last min. so left me my sister and sister boyfriend, darrell. lan at hougang plaza. i prefer kovan one. lol. played normal campaign mode as my sister was playing that for the first time. 2 hours 20 mins to complete 2 maps. lol. quite long. =X

then was home to watch Star Awards 2009. for those people who dont like singapore. or the actors and actresses in singapore. they might say "its star awards. its singapore. who cares?" for me, its an event i watch almost every single year without miss. its exciting for me. its like for people who watch oscars for the same reason. they might argue its not the same. but seriously, it is. lol.

okay im going to do my first tutorial for 3.1 already. byebye.

nothing .

2009-04-25T23:20:00.002+08:00

nothing to blog about today. i dont intend to blog about today. today is a so-so day. ups and downs. but ya. i only know i eat alot. alot. spend alot. for some who really knows me. when im unhappy i'll eat or spend alot. and i did both today.

byebye.

army .

2009-04-25T01:11:00.002+08:00

okay its been awhile. but look at my tag. no one cares. hahaha. oh well. i dont care either. hahaha.

firstly, i've finally finish reading blue bloods despite the fact that i only read the book for like 30 - 45mins each time. so yep. there's a sequel to the book. but i shall wait until i finish all my priority books first. :D now im reading the girl who could fly, recommended by twilight author stephenie meyer. haha.

okay so far. today is the most F up day. until the moment i step out of school, suddenly all those things i have been thinking in the campus got thrown off to dont know where. first was sales management lecture. i seriously think the lecturer sucks. the lecture notes sucks. i really tried to pay attention. but this guy simply cant get attention from people. he should remain as a tutor instead. and we got powerpoint slides as lecture notes again. damn sians. i dont like studying from that. might be buying textbook. sigh. waste money.

then was lunch. some thing happened but wasnt really sure. so ya i will skip that.

then was leong cc class. stupid module. product development and innovation. i think its okay to teach us to be creative and innovative. all those can just be showcase on a piece of paper. instead he said for the project we got to show him a mocked up. something like prototype but doesnt need to work. lol. do we look like design or engineering students? F up module.

then was forming of groups. this is the worse group forming i have ever been. as in not the group. is the process of forming the group. cause somehow we have seven people (i seriously hate odd numbers when it comes to grouping) in the group. and there's this fucking justin who we still not sure if he is in our class. i think he took sem 4.1. cause of him, we got a hard to deciding to form group of 4 or group of 3. cause somehow leong cc also dont know. and there's still 2 absentees who actually have problems working with everyone. or should i say the other way round? lol.

so ya. we wanted to draw lots. but kwek voice out that he dont want our fate of this module depend on drawing lots. okay thats a point. so after class we still stayed back for awhile to discuss abit more about the groupings cause after 2 hours we are still not done. cause there are really alot of factors to consider when it comes to grouping. especially we have work with one another before. sigh. it's worse than my 1.2 grouping process. ):

okay school aside. met up with bingchao leongcheng and two ns guys, weiwen and xiongwei just now. went for a short ride to tp to fetch leongcheng. lol. then to jalan kayu to hear their ns life. two very different place. damn cool. but ya. im still not very looking forward to ns. but still. thats life. thats singapore. its still nice to see all of them anyway. :D

school .

2009-04-20T21:51:00.002+08:00

okay today is the official start of my year 3. timetable not really intensive. it was rather relax i would say. (: though im late for the first day and had stomachache. LOL.

but the worse thing about the first day of school today is..........meeting mr boh in the first and only lesson of the day. how sucky can it be huh? and there's a new finland guy in your class. the third one so far. this guy i think is more friendlier than the other 2? i dont know. didnt really talk to him.

so after class was out with seany ham kweker dennison tricia dorothy george and the finland guy. had subway for lunch at tampines 1. then was loitering around tampines mall after we collected our mug for the china students. i think the finland guy should be quite bored lah. since george is the only one talking to him. i think sooner or later he will jump over to brandan's clique. hahah.

okay school aside. i have been watching The Biggest Loser Australia Season 3. if anyone doesnt know this show, this show is about people losing weight. there are people who weighs over 100kg or even 200kg. they loss weight through exercising and dieting. seriously i think this show damn motivating. cause at the end of the show, the really lose alot of weight. but they have very intensive training that makes people cry. and its a game show, so there's also elimination. yep yep. nice show!

okay school starts at 11 tomorrow. can sleep abit more. shiok ah.
bye people!

sensitive .

2009-04-14T23:59:00.004+08:00

my mood wasnt at its best these few days. was feeling damn down the other day. and i thank seany and tricia for trying their best to cheer me up. :D and i think i scare tricia. haha. sorry laopo! =X

and im being rather sensitive also. its like when someone said something. i myself clearly know that he/she is joking, i will still think about it over and over and over. and might even get affected by it. why? i dont know. lol.

all along i knew the importance of having friends. not just friends, but very close/nice friends. but now i know. the most important thing is to have friends who are willing to listen to you when you need someone there. :D so yeah. im quite lucky that i have someone who is willing to listen to me. (:

okay these few days did nothing much. caught slumdog, bolt and transporter 3 at ham's place. its like a daily routine to go to his place. but everything will stop when school reopen.

so today was school to hand in the photos thingy. in the end the stupid com that mrs loy is using cannot open the dvd. so i got to go down again just to hand it in. how stupid. oh well. then went tamps 1 for a walk while waiting for seany. tamps 1 is not bad. its like a mini town. lol. and there's alot of people queuing for uniqlo. im not queuing for it. i'll wait for it to have no queue at all then i'll enter the shop to browse their apparels. haha.

so for the whole of tamps 1. i only went in one store. which is times bookshop. the times there is quite big. so browse around a few books. next few books to buy are Sundays At Tiffany, Handle With Care and Change Of Heart. then after this should be reading the Cecilia Ahern latest one. should be The Gift if im not wrong. so right now i got to get back my reading habit cause there are still 2 books at home waiting for me to finish. LOL.

after that walk over to tampines mall. the first store i went is times again. haha. cause previously at tamps 1 i was contemplating whether i should buy sundays at tiffany or not. haha. in the end i didnt spend that money. next time then since i need to watch what i spend on now. seany finished his movie around 545? we were both in tampines mall. and i tried so hard not to bump into him. hahaha. in the end he cheated by waiting for me outside the entrance. kns. CHEATER! uh uh. and dont tell me you are waiting for the traffic light. lol.

then we went to meet ham for dinner at chomps. quite long since we ate the hokkien mee. and im pretty sure i said i want MORE chilli in the end i got the same portion of chilli as seany. tsk. then to ham's place for some slacking then to seany's place to redo the photo thingy again. then home sweet home.

tomorrow day time got nothing to do. shall see what i should do tomorrow. and ham's having his TP tomorrow. all the best buddy. if you fail *touch wood* again, throw away your GTA okay? :D

CIAO PEOPLE! (:

sigh .

2009-04-11T22:47:00.002+08:00

im so damn damn bored.

today was indeed a stay home day. so i did what i said yesterday. i did the laundry. vacuum and mop the floor. wanted to fold the clothes but im damn lazy. and great. none of the remaining in my house are helping.

saturday has always been a very boring day for me. in the past i will be working during the weekends. but now i stayed at home. i always lead a boring weekends.

seany went out to have damn good food with his parents and relatives. ham at home l4d-ing/gta-ing. and im rotting. but luckily seany will be back very soon. and can accompany me to chat.

okay but first i got to bring my dog down for a walk. ):

swing .

2009-04-10T23:59:00.002+08:00

okay people i think this will be an unhappy post. so if you dont like unhappy post you can leave now.

today is the day when my mum and 2nd sister went to malaysia. suddenly i felt that the burdens of house chores are all on me. of course im not unhappy that i got to do house chores. but somehow they forgotten that in this house of mine, there's still my dad and eldest sister.

and there's my dog. he doesnt like to sleep with me and my dad. so apparently he only sleep with my sisters or mum. and great. my eldest sister is being so helpful by not coming home. so who will suffer? everyone. my dog cant sleep. he's waiting for someone to come home and now he's by the door side. if he doesnt want to sleep with me and my dad. he will make alot of noise.

i know i shouldnt whine. but somehow my mood just dampen when i stepped home just now. i dont feel like coming back home at all. seany is now happily at ham's place dont know doing what and here i am at home doing nothing at all.

i was alone at home until 11plus. suddenly there's this strange feeling that made me very scared. but who can i find? no one.

tomorrow should be a stay home day again. supposed to meet jenny but due to some stuffs its cancelled. but i dont suppose i can go out also. got to do laundry, vacuum and mop the floor tomorrow. how i wish i can off my phone like what my eldest sis did (or she would claim that her phone no batt blah blah blah) and go out like no one's business.

i stopped work just to gain this kind of mood swing. not very worth it huh? imagine if im still working for the next 2 days. when i got home at around 10plus i still got to tidy and clean to house? though i live at a hdb and my house is so god damn small. its still not easy to clean a house.

somebody cheer me up please. oh wait. i think that wont do. cause i just realised something. friends can never be there for me when i needed them the most. dont ask me why. cause you will never get the answer.

so what i will do now is to let out a big sigh.

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

P.S happy birthday julina. sorry got to say happy birthday on such a unhappy post.

P.S.S after re-reading this post i just realised it doesnt really show that im unhappy at all. what a failure mr kenji.

bored .

2009-04-07T21:42:00.002+08:00

hello michelle! can you see your picture? super nice. hahaha.

okay firstly, i've taken a break from my timberland job already. cause i feel that internship is really near. should be enjoying myself instead of working. so right now i have to control my expenses already. no more unnecessary cab for me. no more expensive food for me. if possible stay home. but a couple hours of lan is alright. :D

so today i stayed home the whole day. didnt step out at all. but soon i will be cause i need to bring my dog for a walk. seany and ham. I HAVE A DOG! dont forget that. kns. i still remember that time when i said, "my dog blah blah blah" and they went, "YOU HAVE A DOG?!" hahaha.

anyway i had one short laugh when talking to seany today. cause we were talking about eating shit and he suddenly pop out one sentence.

sean; Day 25. Butterfly. says (1:04 PM):
my dog one small
bite size

i dont know about you guys but i think its damn funny. its like oreo also came out with "bite size" cookies. haha. okay maybe you guys dont think its funny. haha.

okay tomorrow have some plans in mind. hope i doesnt cancel. if not it will be another day at home. ): byebye people!

shanghai .

2009-04-06T22:33:00.003+08:00

today was ham's place in the afternoon for "sorting" out the photos. but in the end we were browsing through the photos and had lots of fun remembering what we did when we took that photo. haha.

okay now i really miss being overseas with my friends.

miss the weather.
miss missing the morning calls.
miss waking up in the morning and someone is one bed next to me.
(1st - 2nd: Kweker & Ham. 3rd - 7th: Seany)

*Anyway, it's always my dream to move out and stay with my friends outside (: *
miss jenny saying "oh ya?".
miss cam whoring ANYWHERE.
miss shopping and bought nothing in the end.
miss walking around the road shivering.
miss saying "brrrrrr FUCK" UNINTENTIONALLY!
miss saying "somesing" every now and then.
miss waving to jenny.
miss the bumpy bus ride (and i still can sleep).
miss jacky's english.
.
.
.

oh well i think the list go on and on. somehow i will remember every part of the trip or as much as i could. (:

anyways im working tomorrow. and now im contemplating if i should stop work for the time being. cause im so tired of working already. but personal income becomes a problem. ): maybe i should. and enjoy my last year of poly with my classmates. and somehow i think the third year will be quite busy. sigh. i'll see how tomorrow. ):

i got a feeling i will have a bad day tomorrow. this makes me lose my motivation to work man. how how how. can someone/something cheer me up please? byebye people.

back .

2009-04-04T23:59:00.001+08:00

okay im back in singapore.
and somehow the song above have/had been our theme song of the trip. hahah. cool song.

okay i didnt blog for the past few days cause the hotel doesnt have any free wireless. so i have no choice but to come back and blog. but ya, im not actually going to blog about the places we visited and stuffs like that. random.

#1. WE LOVE OUR LOCAL TOUR GUIDE, JENNY!
#2. the china tour guide's english is hilarious
eg. the pagoda craps (collapsed)
please be nicely cooperation
and somesing like sat
#3. the weather is damn shiok
#4. hotel food is not that nice
#5. Shanghai is the best among the 3
#6. Shanghai don't like seany
eg. luggage lock number got changed without him knowing
fever on the last night
#7. i didnt buy anything back except for tea :'(
#8. took tons of photos but lazy to upload
#9. had fun with my peeps there
#10. im so tired now cause i didnt sleep well last night. ):

okay bye people! (:

Day 2.

2009-03-30T23:48:00.003+08:00

okay today is the second day. we had quite a number of activities today. (:

first was some disgusting breakfast in the hotel. which makes us decide that we shouldnt eat the same breakfast tomorrow morning so we stock up our instant noodles! :D

then was SIP. i didnt know the long form of that and very lazy to check. basically it's a industrial park. like our Jurong industrial thingy. haha. pretty cool but boring.

then was the Suzhou Singapore International School. i like that place MOST! haha. they have students from age 3 all the way to age 19. and the little kids are so damn cute. haha. mostly are koreans. and some angmohs. (:

then was lunch at some random restaurant again. took pictures for the food. but then i cant upload here cause it's still in the camera. :D same kind of food and it's still salty. hahaha.

next up is the tiger hill. cool place and i think alot of those olden kung fu drama when there for their filming. haha. took quite a few photos also. oh there's this pagoda at the peak of the hill which got long history why is it called the "pisa" tower. hahaha. but i didnt really listen to what he said. cause he said "thousand people rock" that sounds like "southern people rock". haha.

then it's Net Master Garden. its said to be the smallest garden in suzhou yet the most impressive one. haha. it's impressive indeed. alot of beautiful scenery. hahaha.

then was suzhou number 1 silk factory, I THINK. show us the process of silk making. the people knock off at 6 and we reach at 6. so their faces are rather "black and smelly". and when our tour guide ask them to show it again, she like throw her temper. kns.

then was dinner.

then back to hotel. we bought a cake from a cake shop nearby and celebrated one of the girl's birthday in my group. the cake here taste almost the same as singapore. =X okay im going to bathe and sleep soon. going to wake up at 6 tomorrow. and gonna pack my luggage. bye people. hopefully i can blog everyday. :D

Day 1 .

2009-03-29T23:59:00.000+08:00

okay im in china now. and it seems like she found out. hahah. oh well. anyway it's day 1 and we didnt actually do anything. reach the shanghai airport at around 3plus. we took the meglev train which max speed reaches 430km/h. it's pretty cool. haha.

then was bus to suzhou. suzhou generally is quite okay. they have a few beautiful scenery. then was some random restaurant for our dinner which got alot of vegetable. the food is NOT BAD. but then its very salty. then was hotel. didnt managed to get a connecting room. very disappointing actually. ): so yeah, basically that's for day 1!

ciao folks! :D

away .

2009-03-28T22:19:00.002+08:00

okay will be away for around a week! hahaha. it actually doesnt make any difference cause i also dont update often. but still do check out this blog cause i might be blogging there! :D

so in the meantime, do remember to take care people! the weather really sucks big time these few days. drink more water (like you drink alot kangjie). LOL!

okay sorry if i didnt tell you im leaving. but its only a week. so, take care! (:

back .

2009-03-26T22:18:00.003+08:00

okay after so long and im back to blog. life's still pretty much the same as before. so i shall rougly summarized what i did for the past week.

last weekend, my day were spent in starbucks for 6hours each day. what am i doing there you ask? i was there doing traffic count. i feel like a dumbass sitting there for 6hours lor. ham and seany came to accompany for the first day. and on the second day, ham seany and torrance came to accompany me. hehe. very nice of them. (:

so let me see what else did i do.

* bought staffs at timberland
* went ham's place to slack
* visit torrance at work
* bought new books at kinokuniya
* spent alot of money (and that is a super bad thing)

* seany send me home yesterday with ham tagging along! despite my strong objection, i still thank him alot. (:

* and yes, im going to start packing soon. dont wanna do this last min. shall slowly pack.
*went facial the other day
*i hope my face can recover soon

and seany i updated already! hahaha.

bye people! :D

strong .

2009-03-14T23:56:00.003+08:00

How do I live - Leann Rimes

work today is tiring. today is considered quite busy compared to the previous weekends i had. first day working with fizah since she came back from her maternity leave. still fun as before. had lunch with her during break time. and had a good chat with her. going tampines on monday and wednesday. they need people to relief. oh well. enough of work talk.

as for my friend, i really hope he's doing well. hope he can cope and be optimistic cause everything will be over very soon.

thirteen .

2009-03-13T23:59:00.001+08:00

today is friday the thirteen. i spent most of my time at home doing nothing. the plan i had for myself before i went to bed was canceled due to some reasons. but mainly, lazy.

okay so for this short couple of days, i have had friends who are facing troubles. of course im not going to elaborate here. but i seriously hope that they will be fine soon. (though one of them is recovering very well.)

i will be working for the next three days and i wouldnt have time to accompany my friend. but still if you need someone to talk to can always sms me. i'll try to reply as soon as i can. promise. so at the mean time, take good care of yourself alright? everything will be fine.

for my friends out there who doesnt have problems, you guys take care too! cherish what you have now. ciao people.

misunderstandings .

2009-03-12T23:25:00.003+08:00

well, like i always said, shit happens. and nope, not all of them happened for a reason. some are just plain irritating.

okay my blog had been a little cocked up for the past 2 days. why? cause apparently some guy from china managed to get hold of the same email address as me. i dont know how and i dont know why. and i had difficulties signing in to blogger. i didnt realised this guy emailed me. okay to cut the story short, this guy is nice enough to change the password and allow me to login and change whatever stuffs i need. :D

so people, as you can see on the left, my blog links seems little. cause i forget who i have linked in the past. so if you happen to pop by my blog, just leave a tag and i will link you soon. :D

okay regarding me working at tampines the other day. the experience wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. cause apparently both chum and adrian wasnt working. these two guys are someone who i have no topics to talk to them. haha. okay so i got to know nicholas, tampines manager, and nigel, tampines long term part timer. they are somewhat better. LOL!

might be going down to help them again. recently they are short of staffs. haha. im such a good employee right?! LOL!

okay anyway for today. went down to the IT show with the same few. ham seany and gerald. walked around and i feel giddy and headache. seany feel the same also. its the air. and both of us dont like the crowds. haha. chilled at marina square starbucks while waiting for gerald to get his stuffs.

then to amk hub to get ham's bag then to radius(?) to play l4d. it used to be a cinema and it turned into a lan shop. damn cool. haha.

okay tomorrow nothing to do. so ya, rot at home. ciao folks! (:

2009-03-11T01:26:00.001+08:00

will back with explaining of loss of blogskins. ciao people!

tampines .

2009-03-08T23:09:00.000+08:00

okay i dont really have the feeling to blog. but then im just here to tell you how pissed i am to join tampines timberland tomorrow. lol.

i'm pissed. very pissed. super pissed. extremely pissed!

actually didnt want to. but desmond say one sentence makes me feel damn guilty. lol.
he say, "now ask you help us, you everytime say you dont feel like working i also agree".
see! only know how to makes people guilty only.
hahha.

okay bye world! :D

insomnia .

2009-03-02T22:00:00.000+08:00

okay the more i look at this photo. the more i like it. no special reasons.

okay as my title suggest, i am suffering from insomnia for the couple of days. i hate it. in fact, i guess all of us hates it. i miss those days when i fall asleep just seconds after i lie down on my bed. during my secondary school days, most of my sleep time is 11pm. that is also why my face is able to heal fast that time. but now........... SIGH!

put that aside, i met up with ham seany and his friend, gerald yesterday night. he's quite okay lah. quite a quiet guy, but come to soccer, he's quite hyper. hahah. okay more about that later.

okay so i met them for dinner at kovan before going for lan. yes again i know. gerald is new to left 4 dead so im not the noobest. hahah. and we had a hard time completing one map. darn funny. lol.

so after that thinking that it's still early, we proceed to seany's house. gerald originally already going to stay overnight there. to watch carling cup final plus going to work with seany the next morning. so as all of you know, i'm not someone who will watch soccer. so as usual, i'm there to countdown. hahaha.

but luckily i was there to watch. to see another side of gerald. whenever the group they support, manchester united, was trying to score, they, namely seany and gerald, were shouting like no body business. hahaha.

cabbed home after that.

as for today, i stayed home without setting my foot out of my door. saved 10bucks. hoho. if my hols (exclude the days im working and that particular week) i'll me a millionaire. haha. okay im exagerating. and i have no idea if i got the spelling right or not. haha. but who cares?

so being the very bored me, i went to watch My Date with a Vampire III, 我和僵尸有个约会III, again. it's nice lah. but still, i've watched before already. and i want to watch pathology! got alyssa millano! woooooohooooo. chiobu!

okay so now i'm waiting for my laopo to organize a dinner which she say she would. so let's see how she organize it. okay let's wait. bye~

mad .

2009-02-27T23:10:00.000+08:00

Birthday Girl!

okay it's more than a week since i last posted any thing here! so basically i'm still alive and had a few events going on for the past week. shall start off with my class bbq since i ended my last post about that.

friday (20th) was my class bbq. the bbq was held at xiyang's condo. very nice place he had. reached his place slightly early and slacked for awhile before going down to start the fire. in the past, i was never the one who start the fire, except for one or two exceptions. but then this time round, except for xiyang, i guess none of them really know how to start the fire. so got to help him out. fire was big, and that, is to our disadvantage. we had to keep putting in charcoal which is quite a waste. okay other than that, i suppose the bbq was quite a success? only 10 people out of the 17 attend which is more than half. =X

the one thing that is pretty bad is that my classmates don't really like taking photos. despite me going over to weiwen house to borrow camera from weixiong, we didnt actually take much pictures, just a few candids. so ya, played a few games, had a drink or two, chit chat here and there. and that marks the end of the class bbq. got to thank ham's mum for driving us to and fro and helping us marinate the food. :D

saturday (21st) was steamboat at yuener's place. it was quite a last minute decision. decision was made just before the day. haha. so basically those who attended the bbq arrived at yuener's place except for alvin. mahjong-ed with dennison/yuener, dorothy and george. and yes, i lost this time round. go ahead and laugh at me. lol.

so yeah. steamboat prepared by auntie sonia (that is yuener's maid which accidently got the same name as my sister which also accidently got the same name as vasugi's dog =X). food was great. the chilli is super hot. and dennison damn unlucky that he had to sit beside me. cause i keep suaning him. but he found something to shoot me back, so we are quite even. lol.

went off with the rest. walked down the long road to the bus stop but dont feel like going home. so me and dennison went back up again to his place. primary reason is to slack and past time. secondary reason is to take back his stuffs. went back home around 1.20am? cause yuener got a match to watch at 1.25am. lol.

sunday (22nd) was the day when i thought i will be rotting my whole day at home. so i spent my whole afternoon watching charmed! until ham and yuener suggest that we go out to get something for his 360. took a bus to seow chun to find that it's close. took a bus to funan to find that most of the shops are closing. so we settled down at macs for our dinner. then was home sweet home. lol.

monday (23rd) was left 4 dead with ham kwek and yuener. so what's new? what's new is that we played versus mode for the first time. and i had to say that it totally sucks. at least to me. yuener and ham most probably had their best l4d experience so far cause somehow they know how to use infected. lol. what to do? as usual, im not a game person. can't be blame. :D

tuesday (24th) was the day i was home the whole day. (: was feeling quite bored lah. but still. i had to spend a day or two at home. going out means i had to spend money. and god knows when will i need those money for rainy days. (:

wednesday (25th). made a last minute decision to attend suet's surprise birthday party. those who are there were me weixiong karshing juls yiyong jack (suet's boyfriend) and of course the birthday girl, suet. had dinner at Shokudo, street of japan. the concept is something like marche. food is quite good. MOST of the price there are quite reasonable. and yep, we definitely did alot of catching up and laughing at random jokes. and of course, we had fun. :D

thursday (26th) is the day when i gathered ham dennison and yuener for sushi buffet! but before that. i made a trip down to my alma mater, north vista, with xiongwei to have lunch with natasha. damn last minute. as usual, we had great chat. after that went up to the second level and continue to chat with her, helen chong, mdm seah, and mrs yim. miss being a vistarian alot. :D so back to the sushi! the 4 of us went to have sushi buffet! after craving for so long, i finally had sushi! (: contented. eat quite alot cause after i go home after 2hours of l4d, im still feeling damn full. so yep. you didnt see wrongly, it's l4d again! hahaha. and this time round. somehow but we dont know how, we got so weak that we had to replay the same level 3 times. LOL! and we tried playing versus with other people. they are so good at it that they totally trashed us. tsk tsk. (and if dennison see this, he will definitely say it's my fault!). hahaha. but i wont deny that. =X

friday (27th), which is today, i stayed home the whole day. woke up at 2 and immediately, i chiong-ed to finish charmed. so after months and months of waiting. i finally finished watching charmed! good ending i guess? but somehow i still hope there will be season 9 which i doubt so. lol.

okay so there's work tomorrow. covering victor's shift. why? cause he's now at thailand enjoying himself! okay no complain. cause i need the work myself. need to save money for quite alot of stuffs. for the trip and i want to buy a guitar. planning to learn guitar from yuener cause he's gooooooood at it! :D

okay that's all for today. will see me soon i guess! ciao~

imagine .

2009-02-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

okay! my day started off bad.
woke up feeling strange. got the want-to-sick-but-havent-sick kind of feeling. lol.
fever plus flu plus sore throat. ):

but still. i went to Lan near Kovan.
me and kwek waited yuener and luke for around 15 - 20 mins lor.
and i thought im late already.
they reach even later than me. lol.
yup you're right. we were there to play left 4 dead again.
and now all the 4 players are present. :D
played for a good 2 hours before yuener went to his driving and me kwek and ham went for lunch then cold storage to buy bbq's stuffs.

walk around for quite long. cause was thinking if we are supposed to buy that many. lol.
so in the end we bought two packets of mussels, two packets of dory, two packet taiwan sausages, one packet chicken franks, one packet valley chef, 3 packets bacon, 3 packets gold mushroom. i think i didnt miss out anything.

then tomorrow i will be buying raw satay from opposite my place. i think its the best satay lah.
hope they think its nice also. (:

oh ya. and i bought gordon dry gin from cold storage for around 40bucks.
i know i know its not worth it.
but then tomorrow need it liao ma and i know no one coming back from other country.
so ya, got to pay a little more lor. =X
so tomorrow will be gin tonic! WOOHOO!
hope it will taste the same like anet's pub. :D

so after we bought the stuffs, yuener came back from his driving, we cabbed down to ham's place to seasoned the food.
supposingly we are suppose to do it lah.
but somehow ham's mum helped us do most of the thing.
and not to forget, our big chef sean kwek. HAHAH.
oh ya. tricia came to join us also.
did nothing. =X
she came down to play metal slug. =X

so kwek left us for dinner and we went to eat astons. :D
and YES! tricia manage to finish ONE WHOLE MEAL!
miracle. she SELDOM do that! hahaha.
so timing is 9:44pm, 19th feb, thursday.
and yuener and ham make it until damn funny. hahaha.

okay so tomorrow is the bbq already.
still got stuffs havent buy yet. buying tmr.
and tomorrow got to borrow weixiong's camera cause i cant find my sister one.

okay will update soon! :D
ciao~~

expectations .

2009-02-18T16:28:00.000+08:00

okay this is the photo from secret garden the other day.

yesterday overnight mahjong at dorothy's place.
i lost 8 bucks. yuener lost 2 bucks.
dorothy and her sister won 5 bucks each.
cheat our money! hahaha.
but anyway i think all of us have fun there lah.
cabbed home with yuener after 6. save the midnight charge. (:

so i think today should be whole day at home.
im too tired to even move out from my bed. =X
i have been lying on my bed since i finish eating lunch.
this way i will gained weight till no one recognise me. ):

anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyys.
sometimes i think i had too high expectations on people around me.
and then in the end, all i get is disappointment.
so not worth it.
and then i dont know why i got a duplications of friends. damn annoying.
BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

okay tomorrow going jurong to buy food with kwek and ham.
then to ham's place to prepare the food.
it should be fun preparing the food! :D
then friday would be the bbq already!
cant wait! :D
ciao people!

broke .

2009-02-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

okay i didnt celebrate eileen's birthday with those above.
i just so happen to be there.
then they decided to take a group photo.

so instead of celebrating with those above, i brought her to My Secret Garden for her birthday treat yesterday.
a little disappointed lah. just a little, cause im quite prepared that it will be different from the website.

so we ordered quite a lot for only 2 people.
Lobster Bisque for me, Cream of Pumpkin for her.
Baked Bruschetta w/ Cheese for the both of us.
Caesar Salad w/ Smoked Salmon for the both of us.
Cod Fish for her.
Rib-eye steak for me.
Triple Choc w/ Vanilla Ice Cream for the both of us.

send her home after the dinner then cabbed down to luke's place, again, for the second time of the day! ahahahah.
watched tropic thunder and Ip Man there.
i always thought tropic thunder wouldnt be nice! BUT HEY!
the show is hilarious!
then was Ip Man. keep hearing xiongwei say how good it is.
and finally i've seen it myself. the kung fu is great.

then spend most of my time today at home!
mummy cooked dinner since she's not having dinner outside.
helped her out in the kitchen!
i love cooking, but not the washing part! hahahaha.
BINGO! im that lazy! =X

then was Lan with luke and sean somewhere near Ah Seah eating house.
finally i got to play Left 4 Dead!
it's awesome!
can scare the shit out of someone. people are like shouting inside the Lan.
hahahaha.

caught the last bus home since we game till 12midnight!
okay time check: 1.34am.
am going to sleep now!
tired tired!

kwek sending me the food list tomorrow!
and got to decide whether we are getting the food on wednesday or thursday!

valentines .

2009-02-14T13:31:00.000+08:00

okay first and foremost, happy valentine's day everyone! (:
so i still didnt move on.
meaning for this year i still didnt have any valentines to spend with.
oh well, im pretty sure im not the only one.
and one more,
im quite used to it already! hahaha.

so basically this week isnt that bad afterall.
out of 5 days, we only got to go school for 3 days.
plus plus plus!
out of 5 days, i got to play mahjong for 2 days! :D
and and and!
out of the two mahjong sessions,
i won both of them! HEH HEH.
though both also not alot but still im very excited when i win mahjong!
got a sense of accomplishment can.
cause i come from a family whom mahjong skills are like what?
good? hahaha.
so ya. i still need to brush up on my skills, if not, my luck! (:

1st mahjong session.
Participants: Dennison, Dorothy, Kangjie, Seanyyj
Winner: Kangjie & Dennison

2nd mahjong session.
Participant: Kangjie, Kimwee, Kemund, Weixiong
Winner: Kangjie & Weixiong

okay yesterday i had a good time with my clique.
had sort of a gathering plus giving bingchao and kemund their birthday treat!
went pizza hut at amk.
had a good laugh here and there.
kemund and kimwee are always the joker of the group! :D
after that was amk hub for anderson's ice cream.
their mint is nice! :D
then was mahjong at my place!

okay so now im at starbucks working for timberland.
nope you didnt see wrongly.
doing some clicker stuffs. easy job! :D
but was quite boring lah.
weiwen came here to accompany me for about 10 -15 mins?
then yanying and her friend sharon dropby!
two pretty girls! hahahah.
lucky for me. =X
they accompanied me for around 2 hours and they just left.
so nice of them hahaha. if not it will be lonely 2hours. (:

so now left with 3 more hours before i knock off.
and i have totally no idea what am i suppose to do.
and after that, i shall be a big loser and stay home! hahahah.

tomorrow would be dinner with eileen.
we are celebrating total defence day!
hahaha kidding lah.
her birthday treat! hope she can have a nice meal there! :D

okay i think i shall start jogging on monday!
shall wake up early! i can do it!
i HOPE i can shed off some fats and gain some erm. muscles?
HAHAH. fat hope.
but hopefully i can do so before the start of year 3.
and and and!
of course my face.
hope it improve before i start year 3. (:

should be help kwek plan for the class bbq next week.
need to sms some people to confirm the date.
and the food kwek came up with sounds damn delicious.
and im not kidding.
if he really prepare those.
i shall take a picture of every food! :D

okay im logging off!
carry on the boredom for 3 more hours!
ciao!

ended .

2009-02-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

i think thats a very hot video.
very cool video. (:

okay today marks the end of my year 2 of poly.
from april onwards, i will be in year 3 already.
damn fast right!!
and thank god i love my M&E class.
wonderful! :D

okay so i have 2weeks extra of holidays.
and for this 2weeks i wont be working!
hahahaha.
desmond say he let me rest and play first.
but apparently i think the main reason is there's no slot to put my shift!
hahaha.

so shall do something for these 2 weeks.
maybe i shall start off my doing some jogging.
been planning already but i dont know where to run.
so maybe run to gardens then come back again?
i got a feeling i will die halfway. hahaha.

oh and i think there gonna be a bbq at yangyang's place next week.
they want to be on an earlier date cause the finland guys in our class is off to tour SEA on the 23rd of feb.
hope its fun.
wait, i think it will be fun! :D

okay now that im having my hols now,
i think i will be updating more often and i seriously hope its not the other way round!
hahaha.
and im trying to get myself addicted to games.

bioshock - abit too difficult for me.
little big planet need to have feel then play.
marvel vs capcom - never won when i play with sean.
dead space - not yet try.
left 4 dead - going to try soon. hope its fun! (:

okay its rather late.
i should start to sleep early and take good care of my face.
"be a good boy and heal fast fast" :D

breathless .

2009-02-08T11:40:00.000+08:00

Breathless - Shayne Ward

another favourite song of mine.
quite addicted to this song these few days. (:
enjoy. :D

work yesterday is crazy.
closed shop a little early then expected. =X
so had late dinner/supper at 401 for duck noodles!
niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

then mahjong at my place.
lost 31bucks.
damn sians but never mind.
i think my total winnings of mahjong is more than 31bucks. =X

okay i think i got to go study like real soon.
tomorrow is the last paper of 2.2.
though quite a handful of us already in holiday mood.
but still, got to study.
then BOON TONG KEE!
cant wait. :D

endlessly .

2009-02-07T02:25:00.000+08:00

new song introduced by sean yuen.
yes, again i know. LOL!
and i think he regret introducing me already cause i somehow got affected by this song!
but nevertheless, this is a really nice song.

last week celebrated luke's birthday with sean sean and vasugi.
nope im not being mushy by calling sean "sean sean"
its because sean YUEN and sean KWEK is there. LOL!
bought him a cake from sweet secrets.
thanks tricia for the reminder.
if not we wouldnt get a cake.
LUKE, KILL HER, not us! HAHA.
we got him a zippo lighter also.
REGRET! he has been playing it for the WHOLE day!
tsk tsk. never play with fire boy. lol.

sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo,
school has been great.
minus off the tests, the presentation, the reports, mr boh, spooky, CDS.
everything is just perfect.
so basically, i finished everything except for A&P end sem test which is this coming monday.
not ready but still, after monday,
OUR CLASS WILL BE FREE! :D:D:D:D

boon tong kee after test with classmates pretty much confirmed.
even if only 9 turns up, it's already half of the class.
so its a class outing.
woohoooooooo.
and no doubt about one thing.
boon tong kee is so much nicer than pow sing. =X
gardeners might kill me because of that.

okay next week pretty much planned.
monday interview, A&P test.
tuesday mahjong?
friday dinner with clique.
sunday dinner. :D

cant wait to play mahjong with classmates.
and let see whether i can win them anot. =X

OH YA!
went xiongwei house and weiwen house to bai nian the other day.
xiongwei's mum is not there.
and yeap, after so long,
finally got to visit weiwen's house and his parents again.
hahaha.

okay time check.
2:38am.
got to sleep real soon.
there's work later.
and seriously speaking.
i dont feel like going to work tomorrow.
okay i know,
"as usual kangjie"

hello .

2009-01-30T10:07:00.000+08:00

hello world im back!
with vasugi beside me now! =X

CNY still not bad.
except that this is the first CNY that i need to do project. ):
but then overall im still quite satisfied with it.
ang bao was great! (:
didnt gamble much so basically didnt lose alot. lol.

as for projects,
im left with 2 projects.
FRANCHISE and CDS Project.
this two SHOULD be okay.

before CNY is yuentuck's birthday chalet.
had fun there?
sort of i guess?
took care of the drunkards.
clean the toilet where mingxiang puke.
ivan started the cleaning by taking the floor mat full of puke.
HE'S DAMN PRO I THINK!
and today is his birthday,
so happy birthday ivan tan. (:

going sakae with yande later!
spend money again! TSK!
buying stuffs later!
spend money again! TSK!
going for dinner on the 13th.
this money can spend!
but then its on black friday!
HOPE ITS GOOD! :D

ciao people! :D

sleep .

2009-01-14T13:23:00.000+08:00

okay im back!
with not much pictures and songs!

been quite awhile since i last blogged huh!
was very very very very busy with schoolwork!
believe it or not!

these few days our group are like zombies walking around the campus!
well, maybe except for the a few of our group mates?
no comments.
and can you actually believe that some of my group mates and i stayed in school till around 12plus AM the day before?!
our day started at 11am!
damn it!
nowadays i realized the time spent in my school library is way more than the time i spent sleeping in my bed! ):
i need my sleep!
WE NEED OUR SLEEP!

i have been sleeping early last week and im so not used to sleep at 2am/3am! ):
pimples are popping out.
CNY is just around the 'KORNER' (malay style)
and what's more?
we got to chiong more projects and study for end sem test DURING the first and second day of CNY.
why?
because submission and test are on the FOURTH day of CNY!
GREAT!
JUST GREAT!

to add fuel to the fire.
we went luke's house yesterday to complete the last part of CRM.
cause before that we (me seanS luke dorothy and tricia) went chomps to makan and lepak awhile.
im so sorry that we disturbed luke and he cant sleep!
its WAY past his bed time when we left.
its 2plus! ):
sorry luke!
i dont think he will be seeing this anyway! heh heh.

okay these few days gonna chiong more projects!
cause only 1 down.
5 more to go. (for me)
4 more to go. (for the rest of my classmates)

okay ciao!
i'll be back SOON, i THINK!
i DONT THINK im going on hiatus! heh! :D

2009 .

2009-01-01T22:58:00.000+08:00

is it just me or is weiwen look like some vainpot in the pic?
LOL!

anyway happy new year everyone!
hope everyone had enjoyed their new year's eve.
though i know of someone who didnt but thats okay!
i strongly believe that 2009 will be much much better than 2008!
it had been a bad year for alot of us!
anyway will re-update with events on eve and more photos! (:

photoscape .

2008-12-29T22:08:00.000+08:00

You're Not Sorry by Taylor Swift

okay so i went back on my words about posting photos that nice.
cause im too lazy already!
SUE ME!
hahaha.

okay so school started today!
was DAMN tired.
plus it was raining in the morning.
SO, i decided to give comm skills a miss. =X

went school at 10 to meet luke to print our poster together.
and there's no franchising business today!
damn.
so went to have brunch with the guys then to library with luke and sean.y.

luke went off when my group members arrived!
so left with seany together with my group.
WANTED to do our A&P but then i guess tricia is the only one doing it!
dorothy is watching Little Nyonya online.
me seany and vasugi are surfing net and chatting most of the time!
THANKS TRICIA! (:
hope he doesnt criticize our group tomorrow! (:

off to take bus with seany.
took bus 8 to the big bus stop.
then take 25.
was damn sway.
a single deck bus came when its peak hour!
seany got lucky cause he only need to stand for 2stops.
i dont mind standing and squeezing,
cause i know im not the only one who feel squeezy.
but what i dont like is when some ahpek/auntie squeeze till there's no space between the two of us.
and in the end our butts are touching each other's butts.
how disgusting can that be huh?!

im damn tired now.
but i dont feel like sleeping cause its still early?
not used to sleep so early!

and and and!
i've got plans for 31st already!
going shopping with mum in the afternoon!
then dinner with the rest except for weixiong and xiongwei.
do drop by after you guys finish your work!

and GREAT!
im working on the 1st of january.
weekend pay i know.
but its like what?
crowded with typical people who only want good discounts and good quality?
no thanks. (:
and adding fuel to the fire!
im working full shift that day.
can die!

okay i didnt take photos of my christmas presents!
but these are what i received, some are for christmas, one or two is not.

teeshirt, CHINESE book, chocolate from aunties!
alcohol container from anet!
soft toy bolster, chocolate, card from eileen!
lanyard from yande!
then i think no more liao! =X

okay photos!

and yes.
all done by photoscape!
HOHO!
thanks to eileen!

uhuh.
and dont remind me im getting fat!
cause im perfectly aware of that! (:

okay and not forgetting something.
thanks firdaus for the poster!
he did a FANtastic job. (:

bored .

2008-12-26T17:16:00.000+08:00

Hot 'N Cold by Katy Perry

okay i think this song is getting nicer!
thanks to sean.y and luke who keep playing this song!
hahaha.

okayyyyyyyyyy.
JAIMECHENGYANYING im here to blog!
hahaah.

anyway.
yesterday (25th) is quite alright!
i woke up at 12plus.
should have slept more but initially have plan ma.
but in the end, it's canceled.

so went to my ahma's place around 2 to have my lunchie!
slacked there with my little cousins.
they are damn naughty i tell you.
DAMN.

one by one my other cousins, uncles, aunties arrived.
chit chat with them a little.
and its weird that im not close with my 2nd uncle sons already!
we used to play together.
stay over at each other's place!
hahaha.
okay maybe we all grow up already. (:

oh yaaaaaaaaaa.
i watched the korean version of Lake House yesterday.
the version played by Sandra Bullock and Keanu Reeves is like 1000000000times better can!
and both of them are a perfect match!

so grabbed my pressies from my aunties and proceed home!

wait for my sister to prepare herself
and went to Junction 8 to meet my mum and her friend.

had sort of a celebration for darrell (my 2nd sister boyfriend).
his birthday is today!
and its a tsunami day! =X
anyway.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARRELL! (:

so had dinner at cafe cartel.
ordered macaroni, ribs, platter for 3, pasta, dory fish.
and their BREAD.
my mum and i was like,
we got to eat cafe cartel's bread!
its not because its nice,
but because its free!
oh come on!
we are SINGAPOREANS! (:

so after dinner.
me darrell and my two sister went to arcade.
played time crisis 3, basketball, daytona, mario kart or something like that.
its been quite long since i last played arcade.
i used to spend alot there and when i grow older,
i think its such a waste of money!
and im sure xiongwei had same sentiments too! =D

cabbed home to catch the last 30mins of little nyonya!
its damn addictive lah.
luckily i can watch it online! (:
and it makes your blood boil EVERYTIME you watched it.
but still,
its nice! (:

okay i think i need to slim down a little!
chinese new year is damn soon!
and i need to wear nice clothes!
so got to slim down a little!
okay people wish me luck on that.
hahaha.

going to spend my weekend working,
AS USUAL.
damn sick of working at timberland already.
i know i've said that alot of times already.
but i dont bear to leave a 8bucks job. =X
okay money face i know.
what to do?
i live in singapore!

okay pictures tonight!
im going to try and use photoscape!
stay tuned! (:

CHENGYANYING!
its not very long.
but can kill AT LEAST 1 min of your time! (:

christmas .

2008-12-25T07:54:00.000+08:00

Have A Nice Day - J. Bon Jovi

okay.
Christmas is finally here.
and sad to say.
this is the most boring christmas eve ever!

i just got home and im so tired.
so i think i'll just summarize everything in short.

#1.
stayed home till around 8pm before i got out to AMK to get some stuff.

#2.
hit town for timberland and cab down to KPT to have late dinner.

#3.
chilled with bingchao weiwen weixiong xiongwei at bliss, punggol park.

#4.
and dammit. i missed the countdown with them due to lack of time management.
i have been counting down christmas with them since sec 3?
never mind.
i still have new year! (:

#5.
dim sum supper at buangkok before cabbing to luke's place.

#6.
the problem with private estates are that they looked the same. =X

#7.
ton-ed at his house till like 7plus?

#8.
the seanS are asleep while he tell me stories! :D

#9.
he is a very good host, unlike me. ):

#10.
cabbed home again due to me being lazy, AGAIN.

#11.
might be meeting eileen later to exchange gifts.

#12.
should be having lunch party at ahma's place later!
cant wait to receive pressies, as usual.

#13.
should be dinner-ing at cafe cartel later at night with family.

#14.
i think i should shower now and sleep!
pimples are popping like nobody's business.

#15.
the above song is the morning song from luke to us! (:

OKAY.
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! (:

sales .

2008-12-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

Stay Close, Don't Go by Secondhand Serenade

okayyyyyyyyy.
today i saw two familiar faces again!

#1.
Natasha Brian!
saw her at vivo when im taking stocks there!
had a good less than 5mins talk with her.
both of us are quite rushing for time!
hope to see her soon! (:

#2.
Ng Zhuo Wei!
he pass by the store and called me!
been super long since i last saw him.
hahaha.
shall meet him for lunch when school reopens! (:

feels damn shiok!
hahaha.

okay ive met two very nice customer today.

#1.
this lady want me to put away two shirts for her.
after her work she will drop by to buy.
so she asked whether i will be around or not.
i said i might be having my break.
so its better for me to take her name so that i can reserved it under her name then the other colleagues will know its hers.
so after i suggest this to her,
the first thing she asked me is,
"so do you have individual commission?"
i said no.
then she said,
"okay then i write"
what she means is that if i got individual commission she will come to me and not my colleagues.
haha. nice! (:

#2.
i served this angmoh.
at first i didnt even went to serve him directly.
i was folding the clothes and he was beside me.
so due to politeness,
i ask him whether he need any help.
he asked for his size for the pull over.
XL and tadah.
i leave it at the counter.
he went over to the shoes section.
showed him three pairs.
choosing between two of the three.
so i suggest him to take the more expensive one.
"okay" he said.
and tadah.
i leave it at the counter!
so now 2 items.
so he went to see a long sleeves polo tee.
2 colours.
blue and brown.
took his size for the brown one. XXL.
he said okay.
and he turned back to look at the blue one.
and said he want that also!
TADAH, i leave it at the counter.
4 items.
he actually wanted to pay already.
but he said he want to look at the socks.
so i brought him over to the socks corner.
he wanted 5pairs.
but there only got 3.
so not giving up,
i went to dig at the basket where they keep all the remaining socks!
and tadah!
5 in total.
9 items.
wanted to pay againnnnnnnn.
but the queue was quite long.
so he walked away againnnnnnn.
went to look for a pullover.
wasnt sure whether we have XXL,
so i asked victor to check.
TADAH!
we have it and i rushed over to take!
so in total, 10 items!
10items = 908bucks.
if it wasnt for the sales.
i think its 1200bucks.
so he told victor when he is paying,
"give this guy his commission, he worked very hard"
HAHAH!
if only i had commission, sir.
oh well.
its nice serving him anyway.
very easy going.

IF ALL CUSTOMERS ARE LIKE HIM!
UGH.
FUCK THOSE IRRITATING CUSTOMERS! =X

familiar .

2008-12-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

twilight day! (:

okayyyyyyyyyyy.
today is a super long day!
dont like weekend crowd.
though this saturday is not as busy as the previous saturday,
but still,
ya.

okay.
did i mentioned before that i love to see familiar faces when im out?
shopping or working.
saw mrs yim the other day.
and for today i saw 3 of them.

#1.
yanying drop by to visit.
though she say its not her intention to visit,
so she bring along the gifts. ):
so walked around the mall with her.
catch up a little.
shall meet up for dinner soon okay! (:

#2.
yande drop by.
pass me something for christmas and for eileen's.
pass me something from anet too.
thanks yande and anet! (:

#3.
luke and his shopping partner drop by.
he totally made my day lah.
was so moody and all.
so yeah.
he didnt say much.
but still,
ya. LOL!

yeah.
people if possible drop by okay!
i'll be damn glad to see all of you!
though i would look damn shag when i work! ):

okay.
tmr shall go work with weiwen.
first day of work.
see how he perform!
its a sunday somemore.
i THINK it would be busy!
hahaha.

and i stupidly drop my handphone in the cab!
luckily weixiong still in the cab.
i run like some man chase by a mad dog back to my house.
and call my phone!
hahaha.
such a pleasant day,
minus some part. (:

okay ciao!

"and so the lion fell in love with the lame"
i think everyone like this sentence! (:

//edit

okay i think my heart got problem.
and im not trying to be corny and say things like,
"i think my heart got problem, you took a piece away"
NO!
seriously, its like skipping a beat/or doubling up a beat in every few minutes.
and im still not trying to say corny stuffs like,
"my heart skip a beat cause i saw you"
NO!
sigh.
should i consult a doctor fast before its too late?

shitass .

2008-12-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

Miss You Like Crazy by The Moffats

okay.
these two days im abit suaku.

#1.
i didnt know seoul garden actually have white rice available.
i always thought they only had spaghetti. =X
but well,
i only had my third time of seoul garden yesterday.
cant blame me for that. (:

#2.
i only know it yesterday about The Moffats.
and when eileen was telling me about that,
i was still, "huh what? no more fats?"
and its damn funny.
they were in the 90s.
my era.
and the only few boybands i know are,
westlife, backstreet boys, A1, Blue.

#3.
anyone heard of, "Liar liar pants on fire"?
sean used it on me just now.
and im so amazed by it.
and he told me that is like so primary school.
and so i went to ask another 4 of my friends.
AND ALL OF THEM SAID YES!
what the hell.
so people, leave a tag if you have not heard of that before.
at least i know im not alone! (:

so yup.
work is busy busy busy!
at least time pass well.

okay anyway.
weiwen would be officially be our colleagues from sunday onwards.
okay i think it will be fun.
was thinking if bingchao, xiongwei, leongcheng, kemund join in,
it would be havoc lah!
it would be like partying everyday.
and i will look forward to work like 10000times more!
hahah.

okay im tired.
i think im turing in soon!
ciao.

OH YA.
no more KANGJIE FM.
no more episodes! (:

twilight .

2008-12-18T22:47:00.000+08:00

Inconsolable by Backstreet Boys

okay. no more KANGJIE FM.

anyway.
yesterday went out with luke and sean.
went shopping the whole day.
CAN DIE!

from dhoby ghaut to takashimaya to paragon to heeren.
sean bought some gifts from vivo.
luke bought a wallet for Salvatore Ferragamo.
i bought something from Levi's.

SEE!
thats how different we are man.
two rich guy and one not very well off guy!
tsk tsk.

then after that was Aston's coffeeshop at Gardens for dinner.
had chicken rice instead of Aston.
i dont like the chicken rice there.
very oily.
so from morning around 1145am till 9pm was with them!
haha.

then meet bingchao weiwen and xiongwei at the park near my house around 11plus PM.
went to chilllllllllllllllllllllllll.
went home at 1plus!
damn tired.

so today.
SUPPOSINGLY was twilight with anet, eileen, mira, putri, rusydi and yande.
in the end left me and eileen.
oh well.
still got to watch it.
even if eileen cancel this,
i'll watch it alone! (:

so yeah.
quite disappointed that they didnt come.
wrote them a christmas card each and bought them something small.
oh well.
i dont think we will be seeing each other again.
shall ask yande help me pass to them.

so yup.
twilight at marina square with eileen.
we keep compare the novel and the movie since both of us finishing reading it.
overall its still nice!
and they doesnt have subtitles.
damn sad.
im not used to watching movies without subtitles!
but still.
the movie is nice.
edward and bella! (:

so after that, walked around marina square.
then our butts got glued to seoul garden for dinner!
ate super alot.
and she keep on saying she ate damn lot,
5days worth of food.
RUBBISH!
HAHA.
send her home then home sweet home! (:

i'll be working for the next 3 days.
can die.
im working for the money to be honest with everyone.
im not working for the experience or shit like that.
okay.
money here i come! (:

kangjie .
210th episode.

P.S i lost count.

holidays .

2008-12-15T23:59:00.000+08:00

Welcome to KANGJIE FM.
In every post, I'll be uploading a song.
Plus, part of the lyrics! (:
So, the song for today is,
Walk by Gary Barlow

walk - gary barlow

So walk right out of life,
Enjoy your independence and freedom,
How can you still be proud,
When you've broken your vow,
Just turn away don't look back,
The love you promised taught me a lesson,
I know I'll survive after you have walked out of my life

okay today is officially the first day of my holiday.
and its boring!

okay i worked my ass off for the weekend.
but luckily this time round got suet and weixiong.
if not it would be a boring weekend. (:

today.
meet weiwen and bingchao at timberland.
weiwen went there for "interview" which lasted less than 5mins.
hahaha.
long story, shall skip.
but its good if he becomes my colleague!
should be fun i guess.

walked around douby ghaut.
then cathay.
then douby ghaut again.
my dumb brain suddenly brought me back into my memories.
BIG sigh. hahaha.

okay watch BOLT!
hahaha.
i think its nice.
at least its nicer than Wall-E.
to think i watched that twice in one week. =X

tomorrow gonna be a long and bad day.
FULL SHIFT!
someone just save me please.
timberland catch fire?
flood?
WHATEVER.
just stop me from going to work! UGH.

until tomorrow!

kangjie .
209th episode.

P.S sweet sixteen.

dumbass .

2008-12-12T20:10:00.000+08:00

Welcome to KANGJIE FM.
In every post, I'll be uploading a song.
Plus, part of the lyrics! (:
So, the song for today is,
Back At One by Shayne Ward

One, you're like a dream come true
Two, just wanna be with you
Three, girl it's plain to see
That you're the only one for me
Four, repeat steps one through three
Five, make you fall in love with me
If ever i believe my work is done
Then i start back at one

okay my mid sem test ended earlier than i expected.
4papers in total.
attend 2 of them and had mc got 2 of them.
OKAY.
i know you guys sure say i fake mc yada yade.
but,
im indeed not feeling well okay.
though not serious till need 2 days mc.
yep,
im sick, FULLSTOP!
not going to use "period". hahaha.

yesterday.
2nd-lunch with weiwen weijie and xiongwei.
ate at rasa sayang.
then went to watch The Day the Earth Stood Still.
quite nice, i like.
i like keanu reeves,
i think he is very charming.
and that main female lead.
heard from xiongwei she is from Blood Diamond.
and that ring a bell. hahah.

slacked at weiwen's house.
then damn late dinner with bingchao, kimwee, leongcheng, weiwen and xiongwei at bliss, punggol park.
and damn.
yesterday i spend alot. UGH!
saving scheme fail like fuck again.

reached home only around 1plus.

today went school to hand in my mc.
but before that drop by to see how my classmates is doing.
suet accompany me to GO to hand in mc.
the administrative staff damn xialan.
and regina koh and miss thio siok cheng very kind.
miss thio even helped me call course manager and section head cause there are some dumb problem.
and then she didnt know the thing already settled,
she still call and show her concern.
NICE! (:

then went haircut with bingchao.
roam around compass then home! (:

i was thinking about this yesterday.
do girls find guys who cry weak?
i think they shouldnt.
i've seen guys who cry.
i known guys who cry.
and most of my friend saw me cry before.
FYI, i used to cry alot.

okay im being random!
hahah.
ciao! (:

kangjie .
208th episode.

P.S 13 game of death
P.S.S lets hit 20! (:

scary .

2008-12-10T20:52:00.000+08:00

Welcome to KANGJIE FM.
In every post, I'll be uploading a song.
Plus, part of the lyrics! (:
So, the song for today is,
All I Want For Christmas Is You by Mariah Carey

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas
Is you...

~~Franchising Business~~
~~Managing Small-Medium Enterprise~~
Advertising and Promotion
Customer Relationship Management

two down, two to go.

okay scary stuffs happen today.
#1:
before we enter the examination room today,
we are outside studying.
then when the tutor is out calling us in.
i was like,
"hey this part CONFIRM got come out in the paper,
will be in question 3.2"
then she reply me,
"did you hack into my system?"

in the end,
all the questions i said outside came out!
dennison told me,
"you should have told us earlier"
hahaha.
crazy guy.

#2:
yesterday night i already thought of posting the song above.
so when just now im searching for the song,
luke suddenly said something in msn,

Ham: Woo all i want for christmas is YOU

its like damn random.
got a shocked!
hahaha.

okay anyway.
im sick!
i cant study.
people might say,
"haiya, excuses"
okay i dont care.
im sick, period.

should be going to take mc tmr.
if tmr doc dont give me MC then i gg liao!
ahhh whatever!
later~

kangjie .
207th episode.

P.S chopsticks 11 chopsticks
P.S.S should i look forward?

franchise .

2008-12-09T20:24:00.000+08:00

Welcome to KANGJIE FM.
In every post, I'll be uploading a song.
Plus, part of the lyrics! (:
So, the song for today is,
Someone's Watching Over Me by Hilary Duff

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

~~Franchising Business~~
Managing Small-Medium Enterprise
Advertising and Promotion
Customer Relationship Management

one down, three to go.
one word to describe my paper today.
T-E-R-R-I-B-L-E
okay shall not elaborate.

had brunch with karshing and suet.
then home to nap.
started studying at 4, ended at 7.
2hours spent studying SME.
1hour spent studying CRM.
hopefully tomorrow paper would be better.
if not i will have no motivation to study anymore!

i know theres this period of time when i keep on reminding yande that exam period is damn easy to pass.
zoom zoom.
"at the blink of eye" is what i always say.
he had someone to motivate him.
what about me?

i asked myself this random question yesterday.
"do you think life is fair?"
i dont have an answer yet.
but deep down in my heart,
i know its not. (:

believe me or not,
i damn excited and looking forward for the 18th.
great movie plus great company.
if there isnt any hiccups,
will be having movie with,
anet, eileen, mira, putri, rusydi, yande.
then dinner.
or vice versa.

read eileen's blog just now.
saw that little stanza in her blog,
and she says its from my sister's blog.
but i dont know which sister.
i shall post it here.

I believe everything happens for a reason.
People change so that you can learn how to let go.
Things go wrong,
so that you appreciate them when they're right.
You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself,
and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

very well said right?
heh heh.

okay. i shall enjoy the other 1 and a half more hour of tv break.
then im back to the notes!
ciao guys.

kangjie .
206th episode.

P.S 10 men standing!
P.S.S im still waiting! (:

tests .

2008-12-08T19:37:00.000+08:00

Welcome to KANGJIE FM.
In every post, I'll be uploading a song.
Plus, part of the lyrics! (:
So, the song for today is,
I'd Wait For Life by Take That

If you ever turn away
If you ever change your mind
If the road ahead becomes too hard to climb
If there’s something in you heart that tells you to stop
Oh to hold you close tonight
I’d wait for life.

i opened this page for like 2hours and didnt type a single shit.
and here i go now!

woke up at 1pm today.
i know i know its rather late.
ate lunch and started studying at 2pm.
study all the way until 6pm.
in between got a little distractions here and there.
but manage to finish reading through SME and Fran Bus.

and i just realised how stupid Fran Bus notes are.
its damn not organized!
i have no idea how to study later on.
how am i going to memorise those shits!
FUGG LAAAAA.

saw the little classic sentence my tutor, joyce wu, said during class.

i may be born at night, but i'm not bored last night

SHITASSSSSS! (:

and yesterday when i packed my room.
i flip through one of the handbook i had.
and i had those little classic in there too.
and i forgot where i copied it from.
here i goes.

the shattered pieces of my heartbreak still has not been swept away

CLASSIC RIGHT!
hahahaha.

shit i need to go back study like real soon.
wonder how im going to pass tomorrow.
and nope,
im not going on hiatus because of my tests.
i know its bad but just a few paragraph wont die right?
RIGHT!

read janice's blog yesterday.
and i realised how close Christmas and new year is.
and i wonder how they are going to be spend this year.
last year Christmas was spent at yanying's house.
had roast chicken instead of turkey! =X
read my post for last year for more info.
and new year were well spent with bingchao and weiwen.
went to watch the fireworks.
nice nice i like.
though i dont like the crowd and its damn warm!
sooooooooooooooo,
with the limited friends i had,
how will i celebrate those festive seasons?

okayyyyyy.
guess im done!
CIAO! (:

kangjie .
205th episode.

P.S cats have 9 lives!
P.S.S how long more huh?

shag .

2008-12-07T23:48:00.000+08:00

Welcome to KANGJIE FM.
In every post, I'll be uploading a song.
Plus, part of the lyrics! (:
So, the song for today is,
How Deep Is Your Love by Take That.

I believe in you
You know the door to my very soul
You're the light in my deepest, darkest hour
My savior when I fall

im damn shag.
super shag.
super duper shag! ):

yesterday.
worked full shift but i reached at 1130am.
cause i cant wake up.
serve me right. tsk.

so, the moment i step into the store.
its like the start of the war.
everyone started coming,
try shoes, try shirts, try pants.
and i seems like im like the only staff there.
i have totally no idea why the customers keep calling me.
UGH, angry.
so yup,
its a very hectic day yesterday!
only had one break.
around 3pm.

suppose to have another break.
but the crowd just keep coming in.
so i have to forgo my break.
but its okay.
we had mac after we close the shop.
can claim! (:
close shop at 11pm.
leave shop at 1212am. =X
had a chat about technology.
mostly is desmond and weixiong do the talking lah.
clement, victor and i were the ones listening!

OH YA!
and clement is going NS on the 9th of January.
i didnt expect it to be that fast.
TSK TSK!

and today.
woke up around 8am.
and then its heavy work already.
like i mention in my previous post,
today is the repaint of my whole house.
the workers are just reached when i woke up.

and then it was work, rest, work, rest all the way to 7pm.
UGH.
i wasted the whole of my sunday.
didnt study at all.
i think im dead.
and and and.
the colour wasnt really what i expect it to be.
abit disappointing.
but still, its better than nothing! (:

tomorrow is a public holiday.
i guess i need to mug for the whole day. TSK!
hope i can really do it.
and i need a new study table!
i finally find a place to place it! HEH HEH!
going IKEA to shop soon. (:

alright.
gonna slack and watch charmed.
enjoy abit then tomorrow is the day to suffer! =X

laters.

kangjie .
204th episode.

P.S eggs in 8days
P.S.S did i just add on to the list of wrong choices i've made so far?

messy .

2008-12-05T23:59:00.000+08:00

Welcome to KANGJIE FM.
In every post, I'll be uploading a song.
Plus, part of the lyrics! (:
So, the song for today is,
Best Of Me by Daniel Powter

You know i'm hoping you sing along
I know it's not your favorite song
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left to say
You know that some of us spin again
When you do, you need a friend
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left for me
And i hate the thought of finally being erased
Baby that's the best of me

okay i know it very clearly that i post this song before.
two reasons:
one, i like this song VERY MUCH.
two, i have no idea what song to post.

i'm so tired now.
going to sleep after i post.
packed my darn messy room just now.
oh ya.
actual time check (2.56am)
took 3hours to pack.
but mostly,
i'm chatting in msn. =X
with rachelGOH and seanyuen.

i'm quite excited about my room.
it's going to be grey.
i always wanted grey for my room.
no i'm not an emo kid,
its those urban, light grey. (:

anyway,
had my 18th december planned.
hope nothing goes wrong and i hope the movie don't disappoint me.
just like how P.S I Love You disappoint me. =X

went to send my aunty and andi off in the afternoon with my mum.
they might be back 6months later.
will miss them alot! (:

been real bored recently.
in the end i set up a facebook account,
and a wordpress account.
so for now onwards,
i've got 2 blog to manage.
and 2 socialising web to manage. (:

anyway,
firdaus agreed to help me out in my A&P poster.
i'm not good at drawing and he's a pro i think.
heh heh.
thanks man! (:

working full shift later on.
got to wake up at 9am later and here i am,
still blogging.
10.30am to 11pm.
how tiring can that be?
midnight shopping.
how i hope that there will be NO CROWD! (:
i'm not being mean,
just my tiny weeny wish. (:

okay i'm off to take a bath then sleep already!
later.

kangjie .
203rd episode.

P.S 6 surfing boards.
P.S.S you break your own record.

par .

2008-12-05T00:57:00.000+08:00

Welcome to KANGJIE FM.
In every post, I'll be uploading a song.
Plus, part of the lyrics! (:
So, the song for today is,
You And I Both by Jason Mraz

Was it you who spoke the words
that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice and I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
Oh But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Oh Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

firstly,
money saving scheme failed like fuck today.
breakfast with luke, seanyuen/kwek and yongqiang.
i only wanted to eat sandwich but in the end i end up eating western. ):

secondly,
CDS SUCKS LIKE HELL.
presentation, really wasnt well prepared.
but still,
he's talking rubbish can!
i gave him attitude and he actually told me he dont like my attitude.
DUH!

thirdly,
im equally pissed as yesterday!
fugg laaa.
how on earth can someone live like that without any sign of regrets?
say something that mean?
GOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
OMGGGGG.
i dont know what to say.
im both pissed and disappointed now.
LIKE NOW!
FUGG LAAAAA.

fourthly,
went dinner with eileenchin just now.
had suki sushi at hougang plaza.
then went mac for a chitchat/photo viewing session.
then went outside her house for more chitchat session.
and i just realised there's actually this guy who is like damn useless lah.
no names will be mentioned but he wouldnt be here to see anyway.
he's too busy clubbing and socializing.
he deserved it! (:

fifthly,
went jalan kayu with bingchao kimwee weiwen weixiong xiongwei.
its been a long time since we go there.
we almost had like free pratas lah.
paid only like 5bucks for alot of food?
long story.
treat them ice cream.
cause saving scheme already failed like fuck today.
cabbed home.

sixthly,
no school tomorrow.
will be packing my room and prepare for sunday's painting.
and sending aunt doris off to airport with mummy.

seventhly,
since there's no KL trip already,
and i saved quite alot of money,
i intend to buy christmas pressies! HOHO.
will still buy the present i promised.
will still give treats like i promised. (:

eighthly,
im STILL pissed whenever i think of it!
UGH UGH UGH!
can someone like just take the anger off my chest?!
DAMMIT!

kangjie .
202nd episode.

P.S 5 angles of the star
P.S.S well, its on par now. happy?
you should be you know?

disappointed .

2008-12-03T23:09:00.000+08:00

Welcome to KANGJIE FM.
In every post, I'll be uploading a song.
Plus, part of the lyrics! (:
So, the song for today is,
Butterfly by Take That

Butterfly fly, fly away from here
I know we’ll try,
try through the laughter and the tears
You’ll always be a part of me
In my heart you’ll always be
Butterfly fly, fly away, fly away

hello yellow!
im trying to rhyme like how,
how now brown cow rhymes!
amazing isnt it and i still think its funny! (:

okie so basically im very tired to the max.
and i still got stuffs to complete,
and im here blogging.
TSK TSK!
but FUGG LAAA! (:

my wonderful wednesday is super sucky!
*contradicting huh?
thats what i ALWAYS do! CONTRADICT! (:*
except the part when more than half of the class went out to some coffeeshop outside out school to have our brunch!
so meaning my saving plan fail today!
shall start tomorrow! (:

and and and!
initially it was consultation for communication skills!
our slot is from 1 to around 2.
in the end we stayed until 5.
WHAT THE!
she keep asking us to redo.
UGH!
and our group is the first to arrive and last to leave.
how great is that huh?
and and and!
our group wasted others time.
cause they are waiting for us!
sorry peeps! (:

so yup.
thats the sucky part of my day.

oh ya,
you know,
how someone's good points can be covered by just one bad points?
was thinking today and couldnt get a satisfied answer.
like for example,
its like this person have 100000 good points, but just because he/she did something MINOR, that thing just covered all the good points this person had.
this is what i mean! (:
GET IT?!

and and and!
im sooooooooo darn disappointed plus pissed off can.
UGH UGH UGH!
wont blog what happened but then to be honest, im pissed!
plus tiny weeny bit of disappointment.
OH WELL!
thats how my life sucks to the max.
FUGG LAAAA.

BUT BUT BUT!
i couldnt care anymore.
i'll die of fatigue and explosion of my brain if i keep thinking.
my previous post state that this is not something i can close one eye and just laugh it off.
in fact I THINK I CAN!
it just took a little more time than usual. (:
so altogether, LETS LAUGH!

okieeeeeeeeee.
there's going to be some painting work going on in my house.
this sunday!
which means i got to pack my room.
which is darn messy!
dont look at me like that!
its a guy's room afterall! (:

plus plus plus!
i forget to mention i bought an organizer.
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
im going to be more organized when it comes to 2009.
i'll take down people's birthday so that i will never forget!
i'll take down the date of my peeps entering NS!
and many more important dates and events! (:

AND LASTLY!
is the KL trip cancelled?
i think it is right?
hahaha.
whatever!

and i was sitting at this bench waiting for bus at some random interchange.
memories brought me back to 13th november!
hahaha.
who will remember the dates?
HAHAHA.
fugg laaa. (:

okie thats all for today!
lets all say,
FUGG LAAA! (:

kangjie .
201st episode.

P.S 4 nuns going to a shopping mall!
(I SWEAR I DIDNT COME UP WITH THIS!)
P.S.S i think someone is going to break his/her record! HOHO!

200th !

2008-12-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

Welcome to KANGJIE FM.
In every post, I'll be uploading a song.
Plus, part of the lyrics! (:
So, the song for today is,
The Man Who Can't Be Moved by The Script

Cos if one day you wake up
and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder
where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back
here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you
on the corner of the street.
So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

okie okieeeeeeeee.
firstly,
its my 200th entry!
congrats.
after 2years of blogging in this blog.
with 600plus days.
i only got 200 entries.
hahaha.
well.....
i'll post everyday if possible! (PROMISE!)

secondly,
finished my communication skills assignment.
copied the sample that was posted.
its just cover letter and resume!
HOHO!
and next week is our mid semester test already!
time flies huh?

thirdly,
darren, yande/patirck's friend, is going NS tomorrow!
know him from the chalet i just went.
fun guy!
take care dude!

fourthly,
was chatting with putri just now.
then was turned into a conference with Mira, Rusydi and Yande/Patrick.
was damn hilarious!
there wasnt a second they wasnt talking about some sex topic.
but its damn funny talking to them.
and went to look at putri and mira's blog just now,
and realised its "FUGG LAA",
instead of "Fuck Lah", which is stated in my previous post.
it got an indian accent to it.
keep on typing that in the conversation just now.
and rusydi told me they keep mentioning this in prom for like 100000times.
see!
thats how funny this thing can get! (:

might be meeting them again soon.
for yande/patrick.

fifthly,
school is quite short tomorrow.
but there's project meeting for CDS.
damn sians!
and dont know why EVERYONE looks so tired today!
keep waiting to sleep.
in class,
in library,
in the end i slept in the bus! (:

sixthly,
im very tired now.
will blog again tomorrow!
please tune it! (:

kangjie .
200th episode.

P.S hidtr ady udde, dna lilts uonnigct
P.S.S that's not counted! (:

promises .

2008-12-01T22:40:00.000+08:00

Welcome to KANGJIE FM.
In every post, I'll be uploading a song.
Plus, part of the lyrics! (:
So, the song for today is,
No Promises by Shayne Ward

I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.
I don't wanna run away,
baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight,
I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight

okieeeeeeeeee.
to be honest,
this song is also recommended by sean yuen.
thanks to him.
im exposed to alot of english song now! (:
at least i know who is Take That! =X

anyway before today,
i actually wanted to post this super nice song.
but because of the lyrics,
and there's people feelings i have to care about,
i decided to post it today,
cause i think its already fine now! (:

anyway today is a simple day for me.
went school as usual.
was rather tired cause didnt really slept well.
but the moment i stepped into the classroom.
i dont know why,
but im happier.

luke is forever talking rubbish.
the topic for today is SHIT!

so had brunch with my bunch of classmates.
then did A&P project after that.
then went for SME revision lecture.
i think she damn kind.
hope can do well for this module. (:

heard from firdaus,
ACJC and CJC are having their prom at the club he's working in.
dont know its actual prom or after-prom party.
meaning there's 3 prom today? or is there more?
IJ is also having their prom at Hilton Hotel.
WOOOOOOOO!

so yup,
suddenly feel that time is not enough.
and of course as usual,
money is not enough.
this week is a little packed.
need to settle this and that before my term test next week.
TSK!
shall really work hard! (:
motivations please?

kangjie .
199th episode.

P.S Unwaveringly Steadfast?

changes .

2008-11-30T14:11:00.000+08:00

Welcome to KANGJIE FM.
In every post, I'll be uploading a song.
Plus, part of the lyrics! (:
So, the song for today is,
Changes by Will Young

Hope it changes
Hope my life changes
Gets alright somehow
Oh I’m waiting for tomorrow
I hope it changes
Cant you stay the same
Been out of luck for so long
And I don’t get much so theres nothing much to lose

you know,
there are countless things that i could forget in just one night.
close one eyes,
then laugh it off.

but i guess,
it comes to something that i cant close either one of my eyes anymore.
i cant laugh it off either.
i cant even smile.

i know it clearly that nothing will be the same anymore.
so i might as well give up hope.
its totally pointless.

i push blame to someone who is innocent.
i vent my anger on him.
and now i regret.
i dont wanna lose him as my friend.
i dont wanna lose ANOTHER friend in one night.
im sorry to whom it may concern.

so basically.
my life changes overnight.
it cant be reversed.
it cant be solved completely.

my two sister are smoking in the kitchen when i type this.
how i wish i can do this too.
but im the good kid at home.
i cant do any of the shits at home.

how i missed the chalet i just went.
i drink and smoke like nobody's business.
no one to stop me.
freedom of speech.
its awful to get tipsy.
its awful to vomit.
its awful to say something when you got tipsy.
but its great when you are able to get out of something you dont wish to remember for that little while.

kangjie .
198th episode.

P.S I'M SORRY

chalet .

2008-11-29T23:39:00.000+08:00

Welcome to KANGJIE FM.
In every post, I'll be uploading a song.
Plus, part of the lyrics! (:
So the song for today is,
Ming Ri Zhi Hou by Raymond Lam and Vincy Chan.

泳儿：失去的恋爱难以勉强
林峰：开一句声
合：听着情歌总可满足一秒遐想
林峰：日后留恋你的声线
泳儿：恐怕未放下明日更不堪设想
林峰：而我不堪设想
合：一千句亲爱的
恐怕时间到了无缘又遇上
林峰：我亦无办法得到见谅
泳儿：忘掉我声音以后别惆怅
林峰：沉默一刻我在惆怅
合：始终无法合唱

first time post canto song.
also recommended by sean yuen.
and its damn nice.
been repeating this song. (:

initially i wanted to post ling chen san dian zhong.
cause there's this phrase that really show what we are doing at 3am yesterday.
check out the lyrics! (:

okie.
today is saturday.
meaning im back from the chalet.
to be exact its patrick's class chalet.

to be honest,
he had nice classmates just like me!
and ruysdi/rusydi got nice friend.
putri (or how it is spelled) is darn funny.
her two quotes on seperate days,
"so are you high or are you high?"
"fuck lah"

anet is still friendly as usual,
darren is nice to talk to, endless topics.
rachel (schoolmate i think) is a sleepy head.
ruysdi/rusydi is a fun guy full of ideas when playing games.

im not sure about the rest of his classmates.
cause those i mentioned are the ones who stayed over.

first day is actually nothing.
so i'll talk about the second night.
cause i went home in the morning to buy satay then back in the evening.

as usual,
i dont eat alot of bbq food.
what i do was bbq-ing the food.
food was okie.
its my first bbq that doesnt have taiwan sausages.
cause there are malays.
but its still alright.
i still like the satay the most. =X

pool side talking with patrick. (both days)
late night supper with him anet and darren,
ice cream and cup noddles. (first night)
HOHO!

so overall the chalet is still alright.
minus the part where there's no taiwan sausages =X ,
the part when im ABIT tipsy,
the part when something is revealed!
yep,
everything is still alright.
hahaha.

oh yes,
and i bought my haviana already!
greeeeeeeeeeen!
favourite colour.
hahaha.
and im so gonna put it INSIDE my house.
just in case! (:

and and and.
i gave the unfinished absolut 100 and jimbeam to patrick's friend.
damn lazy to take back.
and im super sick of alcohol! =X

and vomit seems like my new friend.
for the whole of today,
i keep wanting to puke.
and in the end i puke the kfc i went to eat with xiongwei weiwen leongcheng kemund at compass after i reached home.

so yup,
hope i will be fine tomorrow.
mentally and physically.
deprived for sleep now.
but should not be sleeping anytime soon.

so ciao guys!
goodnights!

kangjie .
197th episode.

P.S I LOVE YOU

phuture .

2008-11-26T22:11:00.000+08:00

Welcome to KANGJIE FM.

In every post, I'll be uploading a song.
Plus, part of the lyrics! (:
So, the song for today is,
Shuo Hao De Xin Fu Ne by Jay Chou

怎麽了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得
你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢

okieeeeeee.
its been a week since i last blog,
and i know no one cares.
hahahaha.

anyway its been quite a hectic week.
first of all,
let me talk about my individual assignments.
Business Franchise and SME.
need to thank my classmates.
Dennison, Sean Yuen and Tricia.
they actually sort of guide me how complete.
i totally sucked at individual assignments.
so yup,
thank you guys if you happen to come across this blog!

thursday (20th)

went airport to celebrate rachelGOH's and weixiong's birthday.
plus sending bingchao and weiwen off to perth (ENVY LIKE MAD)
celebration was quite fun.
photos taking.
then was bid goodbye to the NP guys.

birthday girl!

birthday boy!

thats how good looking my friends are.
and its a wonder how i can so different from them! hahah.

trying to act hollywood star! (:

me with birthday KIDS.

with weixiong.

with rachelGOH.

group 1!

alot of our teachers said that me and xiongwei(red shirt) look alike.
was puzzled for a few years.
but this pic somehow makes me think that.
we actually looks alike from some angle!
hahaha.

friday (21st)

school as normal.
went for a haircut with xiongwei during the evening time.
we spend 1 and a half hour at the aunty house.
dinner at xiongwei house.
and left around 12plus.
was talking to him.
its been a looooooooooong time since we had a chat.
yup.

saturday (22nd)

went to work in the morning.
then went phuture at night.
it was my first clubbing night okie!
hahaha.
people who went are,
me rachel eileen yuentuck lileen derrick weisiong rayson zaixing gabriel ivan leon.
quite alot of people i bu shou.
but had fun drinking with yuentuck!

drinks that i drank that night.
2 flaming larmboghini.
1 bourbon coke (rock glass).
alot alot of screwdriver.
alot alot of bourbon coke (jug).
alot alot of lime vodka.
alot alot of dont know what is that called.

so despite all these.
im still standing still.
rachel was GG-ed.
eileen was rather CMI.

so me and yuentuck decided to send them home.
send rachel home first.
then eileen.
in the end when it reach yuentuck house.
it was 38bucks!
dammit. hahaha.

clubbing really wasnt for me.
i love to drink.
but not at this type of environment.
anet pub was okie.
kind of like it.
but not phuture.
hahaha.
so i wont be going back there anytime soon.
oh.
that night i spend more than 100bucks!
BOMB!

sunday (23rd)

decided to skip work that day.
was really really tired.
plus my head was like 10times heavier than before.
rest at home until night time.
went out at night and was back only in the morning.

monday (24th)

sleep for only 1hour then mum woke me up.
went to have breakfast at serangoon north with aunt bigsis and mum.
then was airport to fetch my big aunt!
its been long since i last seen her!
and andi as well.

mum drove me to school.
reached there 45mins earlier.
slacked aloneeeeeee.
then night time was dinner with the whole family except dad.
me, my two sis, mum, my two aunts, uncle grandma, andi and darrell.
ate quite alot.
and i love salad prawns!
hohohohohohohhohohohohoho.

was out after i reach home.
but returned 1hour later.

tuesday (25th)

normal school days.
except that i skip the first lesson.
was darn tired.
reached only at 11.
got back the individual report.
got 11/15 thanks to my classmates! (:

lunch with zhuowei dennison and justin/justine.
he drives a benz!
cooool shit.
had teppanyaki.
nice nice nice~
though me and dennison was like tasting everything,
and concluded that whatever we order,
the taste will be the same.
cause they use the same sauce for EVERYTHING.
oh and dennison treat us drinks.
how nice. (:

then was lecture with karshing.
after that was loitering at tampines with juls and suet.
victor DROVE us there!
darn cool.
dinner was chicken rice.

then was bugis to look for rachel and pass her her camera.
she MUST be grateful to me okie!
was shopping alone for awhile.
bought 2tees for 49.90 at edc.
woooooooo.
cheap cheap.
and i think my sister is going to pay for it!
RIGHT?!

then was airport to see yanying off.
she was shocked i was there.
hohohoho.
shey and evangeline was also there.
first time i see evangeline.
she's hyper and friendly. (:

took a bus back with her after that.
talked non stop.
doesnt look like its the first time we met each other! (:

today (26th)

skip school!
was darn tired.
i know its a bloody excuse, so what?!

brunch with mum.
then to kovan.
then to bugis to shop alone again.
bought 2shorts and 1tee.
i seriously hope i will wear the shorts.
cause its not something i will wear actually.
hahaha.

then back to kovan.
then homed.

patrick came to my house.
showing my what he bought for his prom.
when he was out,
the first thing pop into my mind wasssssssssssss,
ya he know whats that.
but its still okie i think.
lets just hope some people of some occupation is not wearing the same colour as him. (:

had dinner at 9 when he left.
and here i am blogging!

school tomorrow at 9 and ends at 6.
tomorrow there's chalet.
friday there's no school.
and there's no work this weekend.
i felt damn relax.
oh and maybe going sentosa.
not confirm yet!

okie thats all.
its a long long long post!
ciao guys!

kangjie .
196th episode.

P.S I LOVE YOU

lanyard .

2008-11-19T19:39:00.000+08:00

Welcome to KANGJIE FM.
In every post, I'll be uploading a song.
Plus, part of the lyrics! (:
So, the song for today is,
The Best You Never Had by Leona Lewis

Because I told you, you would live to regret it
Now I don't wanna make you feel bad
But when it comes to me just forget it
I'll be the best you never had
You put me through so many emotions
Now baby it's your turn for that
Cause in your empty heart I have left a mark
The best you never had

im not sure how many have notice,
but yup,
i deleted my post which i did this morning.
and here i am trying to post a good one.

so yesterday is lunch with jiasheng, grace, suet, weixiong
and zhuowei love! (:
had lots of fun talking to them.
then was lecture with suet and karshing.
suet was damn talkative.
and she still got the nerve to ask us to listen to regina.
never mind.
shall forgive her since she keep feeding me and karshing sweet.
hahaha.

today was communication skills tests.
wasnt that difficult lah.
hope content and format correct.
my language is GG de lah.
hahaha.
LANGUAGE LEI!
what the.

then was tampines mall.
bought 5 lanyards.
hahaha.
so happy.
im gonna buy alot alot of lanyards!
guysssssss,
if anyone of you see nice nice lanyard,
buy for me okie!
hahaha.

and finally,
tomorrow is the dayyyyyyyy.
gonna have dinner with clique,
at changi airport crystal jade.
cant wait. (:

then on the 24th.
big aunt is back from indonesia for vacation.
andi will be coming back too! (:
asked her to help me buy jimbeam.
excited!
hohoho.

i have nothing to blog already.
its a damn short post i know.
but i had no idea why i used 1hour to blog. =X

ciao guys!

kangjie .
195th episode.

P.S I LOVE YOU

monday .

2008-11-17T22:35:00.000+08:00

Welcome to KANGJIE FM.
In every post, I'll be uploading a song.
Plus, part of the lyrics! (:
So, the song for today is,
Best Of Me by Daniel Powter

You know i'm hoping you sing along
I know it's not your favorite song
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left to say
You know that some of us spin again
When you do, you need a friend
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left for me
And i hate the thought of finally being erased
Baby that's the best of me

the above song is introduced by sean yuen.
new classmate.
very friendly! (:
nice talking to him.

so ya,
i cant help but keep having the thoughts that my this sem classmates is better than last sem.
maybe its because i didnt mingle with them,
cause i have zhuowei with me last sem.
and seriously speaking,
im damn bad at making friends.
tsk.

woke up late today.
eyes were reddish and abit swollen.
rush and prepare myself like a mad dog.
but in the end.
i took my own sweet time.
decided to be late for boh's class.
BORINGGGGGGGG.

was dead in class!
luke tried hard to cheer me up.
haha.
thanks pal,
if you ever come across my blog.
hahaha.

so after that was mahjonging at cleo's place.
lady luck left me.
lost 21bucks to NGZHUOWEI!
was damn bad can.

then was with yiyong.
accompany her to her student house.
it was nice talking to her also.
then it was home sweet home.

tomorrow gonna be quite a long day.
9am to 4pm.
shall endure.
should be meeting suet for lunch tomorrow.
hohoho.

anyway,
anyone happen to have jim beam that want to sell to me?
hahaha.
if yes,
please contact me at
97404244!
(:

thought of forgo chivas and go for jim beam.
maybe ask my aunt buy back! (:

okie im off already!
ciao!

kangjie .
194th episode.

P.S I LOVE YOU

worst .

2008-11-16T21:37:00.000+08:00

Welcome to KANGJIE FM.

In every post, I'll be uploading a song.
Plus, part of the lyrics! (:
So, the song for today is,
Sorry by Buckcherry

I’m sorry I’m bad, I’m sorry you’re blue
I’m sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can’t take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go ’round
And I just wanted to say I’m sorry

didnt blog for a few days.
didnt know what to blog.
things happened.
but i dont know what am i suppose to blog.

anyway,
the past few days,
my days are involved with alcohol.
there's only one day when i didnt consume any.
and seriously,
till now i still got no idea what to blog.
so i guess i shall talk about yesterday bah.

yesterday.
after work went down to clarke quay to meet patrick.
he suggest that we meet his friend and go to her dad's pub.
so i agreed.

while waiting for his friend.
eileen came around to meet us.
then came patrick's friend.

her name is annette (i dont know whether i got the spelling right or not),
she's very friendly,
comfortable to mix around with,
and a funny person.
oh ya,
she's also a caring person.

then cab down to her dad's pub.
first time!
abit suaku i know.

so when i first got in,
it was kind of noisy.
but got used to it quite fast.
and in the end,
i kind of like the environment.

annette's brother is very nice too.
he suggest to offer us Gin Tonic since no one knows what to order.
and he consistently come around and ask us whether we are fine or whether the drinks are alright anot. (:
Gin Tonic is nice.
i dont know why.
but when i taste it at cosmo,
its not that nice.
this Gin Tonic is nice.
alcohol content is somehow low also.

then was Tequila Pop.
first time popping it.
was fun.
hahaha.
so the 4 of us begin to play finger guessing game.
eileen drink the less i think.
she only had Gin Tonic and Tequila Pop,
and she proceed to Orange Juice and Coke.

annette got Gin Tonic, Tequila Pop, and one Bourbon Coke.
patrick got Gin Tonic, Tequila Pop, and two Bourbon Coke.
and i got Gin Tonic, Tequila Pop, and three Bourbon Coke.

i wanted to drink more.
was stopped by eileen.
and im wide awake.
dammit.

so annette and patrick was somehow drunk.
eileen definitely not.
neither am i.

send annette home first.
then eileen.
then patrick came to my house.

i did something damn foolish.
rash.
and idiotic.

shall not talk about it here.
so basically thats what happen yesterday.

its considered as both my best and worst day ever.
so i shall named it the 'haha' day.
i have TWO pathetic photo.
but i dont have the cable to transfer them.
so next time then.
found the cable!

this is eileen chin.

this is patrick yap.

we took a few photos.
and i dont know why he only keep this.
and great.
he doesnt even open his eyes.
LOL.

tomorrow lesson only 2hours.
maybe going swimming after that.
hope weather is fine.
plan cancel.
not going swimming,
not even alone.
therefore i dont care how the fucking weather would be like tomorrow!

going to rest soon.
my back is aching like mad after the whole night sleeping on the floor,
and that 1hour of c****g,
im dead beat.

see you!

kangjie .
193rd episode.

P.S I LOVE YOU

//edit (12:43am)
i think im weak when it comes to emotions.
i cant seems to control them.
i USED to control them well.
its just an emotion outburst yesterday.
all these years of mixed emotions,
finally outburst yesterday.
i guess it will last a few days.
and yes i know,
its bad.

bad .

2008-11-12T23:49:00.000+08:00

Welcome to KANGJIE FM.
In every post, I'll be uploading a song.
Plus, part of the lyrics! (:
So, the song for today is,
Without You by Mariah Carey

I cant live
If living is without you
I cant live
I cant give anymore
I cant live
If living is without you
I cant give
I cant give anymore

had no intention of posting a song.
cause i cant find a song that suit my feelings now.
flip through Mariah Carey song list.
without you.
classic.
simple lyrics.
touching.

had a bad bad day today.
sleep till late today.
cause there was no lesson today.
so everything went quite well,
until i walk out of my house,
going to meet my mum.

i cant find my fucking slippers!
and i think i have a perfect idea who took it.
that two bastards.
its my first havianas.
and now i need to buy one again.
ya.
bad start.

then off to junction 8 to meet my mum for lunch.
went to wan chai hong kong cafe.
ordered and wanted to pay.
they dont accept nets.
wtf.
had to walk to the atm machine to withdraw money.

then was nike.
wanted to buy the "its a revolution" tshirt.
but there wasnt any in the store.
so i think maybe its a last season design.

walk around some shop.
didnt see anything i like.
wanted to buy a cheap cheap slipper to stand in for few days.
but there is no size!
dammit.

then meet xiongwei for swimming session.
when we are on the way there,
was drizzling ABIT.
then when we reach there.
just about to go into the water.
there's lightning and thunder.
wasted around 10mins.

so today swam only 450m.
wanted to continue.
but was asked to get out of the water.
cause thunder and lightnings are back.
but this time the 450m finished slightly faster.
but still,
i swim in the rain, AGAIN.

walked in the rain to 68plus.
wanted to eat curry rice.
but it was not open.
expected lah.
so not that disappointed.

buy food up to weiwen house.
bought for weiwen weixiong and xian also.
i THINK i didnt eat alot today.
maybe going to buy cereals.
so that if im hungry at night i can eat that.

yup.
so that's how sucky my day is.
hope tomorrow will be a better day.

eileen used to, and is still saying,
everything happens for a reason.
how i wish that is true.
i dont wanna think of some excuse and say its some reason.

patrick used to, and is still saying,
you gain something, you lose something.
how i wish that is true.
cause till now, i've lost but didnt gain.

we are not fated.
time showed us that already
and today,
something showed us again.
we are not fated.
i craved for your love,
but im not desperate for it.
you always say,
"you wont understand"
and now,
i shall say this back to you.

ciao~

kangjie .
192nd episode.

P.S I LOVE YOU